baby boys interlude

Lord i need help with this weight on my back
The spirit of death only brings heart attacks
I might find my place if i dont Im not mad
Perhaps my next life will not end up so bad
Many roads
Follow snow
Many scars
On the low
Hit the grass
Hit the blow
Find yourself
All alone
Speaking up
Shutting down
Cut me off
Giving out
Who am i?
Say it loud
Who am i?
Say it proud
Im not gonna drink tonight you
Honestly bro fxck this bro
Fxck- fxck her
Fxck this sh!t man, like
I'm not tripping but... fxck, bro
Oh
Ben, Ben where you goin bro?
Wait, hold on Ben
Bruh you can't just dip out like that bro
Come on Ben
Oh bruh, ugh
This is gonna hurt in the morning