Where You Want to Be

Backwards on the front lawn, say Im alright
躺在草坪上自言自語我沒事
But its all wrong, no Im not fine
但所有事全都不對了其實我根本不好
Shaking like a fault line
世界顫動得像斷層線
Im a fault, right? Yeah
我就是個錯誤不是嗎
Only happy when Im recognised online
只有在網上沖浪時能找點些許開心
Ive gotta quit wasting my time
我得停止浪費光陰
Gotta quit chasing your lie
我得放棄追隨你的謊言
Getting high all night
需要在我所處的夜晚保持興奮
I cant stay high for my whole life, yeah
我無法一直讓我自己保持樂觀
But I will try
但我將盡力去嘗試
Everybody knows that its my fault
人人都明白這是我自討苦吃
That I fell asleep on the sidewalk
癱睡在人行道上
No sleepwalking
卻不是因為夢遊
Too ****ed up for talking
交談這種東西太蛋了
Pretty soon being Ill be an outline made of chalk (yeah, yeah)
迅速地我變成只是一種可以隨意抹去的虛無輪廓
Im gonna die soon
人快不活了
And when I do
到時候
I hope that you know its not about you
希望你能知道這其實與你無關
Turns out I didnt know enough about you
事實是原來是我不夠了解你
Turns out the world dont revolve around you
世界也不是圍繞著你轉的（這裡的你是自己)
But in my head everythings bad
每件事都那麼糟糕
Everythings wrong
每件事都是錯的
Everythings sad
每件事都那麼悲哀
Been way too long I felt like that
這種想法持續了很長一段時間
Pandemic vibes, miss Mom and Dad
想念父母的感覺總是浮現
And the little lost pleasures I once had
和他們在一起的時光是我曾經擁有過的唯一快樂
Is the measure in my life really my stacks?
難道衡量生活的標準是靠我賺的累計的錢嗎
Whether or not youre better off in my bed
不管怎樣此時你睡在我旁邊我就心滿意足
I want to love, what a treasure, and clear my head
我渴望去愛這是一件珍寶可以清除我內心的煩憂
So get the **** away from me if
離開就請離開得果斷
This isnt where you want to be then
如果這不是你想要待的地方
Just go ahead and you can leave
走吧你可以離我而去
And when thiss all over then you can be free
一切到此為止你得到了自由
I dont really understand my thoughts
我也不清楚我的真實想法
And its all my fault when its clearly not
頭腦不清醒時一切就像是我的錯
Every time we talk I test my luck
我試試運氣與你交談
Then I ****ed this up, who would have thought? (yeah)
最後我搞砸了這一切誰會料想到呢
Backwards on the front lawn, say Im alright
躺在草坪上自我安慰道我沒事
But its all wrong, no Im not fine
但所有事全都不對了其實我根本不好
Shaking like a fault line
世界顫動得像斷層線
Im a fault, right? Yeah
我就是個錯誤不是嗎
Only happy when Im recognised online
只有在網上沖浪時能找點些許開心
Ive gotta quit wasting my time
我得停止浪費光陰
Gotta quit chasing your lie
我得放棄追隨你的謊言
Getting high all night
需要在我所處的夜晚保持興奮
I cant stay high for my whole life, yeah
我無法一直讓我自己保持樂觀
But I will try
但我將嘗試