Cry While We're Laughing

Your First date two am and again Im
Wondering if this is even real? What is this
Shes, super cool and shes into all this
Weird **** that I love, that no one ever is but
I can tell shes a sad one
But shes the kind of girl
That wouldnt cry to dad if she had one
Grew up rough on some tough love hits 18
And there really aint nobody else to speak of
And now shes rolling with a reject
And I know my times short but she doesnt want to leave yet
Roll it up hit the porch and of course
When the smoke clears out all we really have are regrets
All we really had were secrets
And I dont know about the hole in my defense
Its all good lets dispense with the pretense
You aint gotta say it girl I know That youre leaving
Cause I dont believe it when
You say that youre happy
How could you be
When you cry all the time?
Maybe One day well learn
To cry while were laughing
So maybe
We wont
Have to get high all the time all the time
First things first, Im the worst and I know that
Just your birthday curse thats a throwback
I ruin everything and you know that
Im the saddest ************ on this earth like Im Bojack
Black lungs white sky oh why cant?
I just be free without a vivance
When I ask for love I get silence
As you go and hide behind eyelids
Just go to sleep Ill be right back
Dont you know that youre all I have
Just breathe she says its not that bad
You know I hate when you talk like that
Let me break and Ill be done
I know you hate what Ive become
With everything that Ive been through
I just cant be what you want me to
Cause I dont believe it when
You say that youre happy
How could you be
When you cry all the time?
Maybe One day well learn
To cry while were laughing
So maybe
We wont
Have to get high all the time all the time
Why are you High all the time
Why are you High all the time
Turns out Im a problem unsolvable
Nausea from the toxins the bad son prodigal
But Now Im reaching for top its improbable
The way I got here turning thoughts into audibles
Turning art into an audience
Against my haters judgement and against my own common sense
But Now Im getting played in all the provinces
Cause every time I hop up on the beat I ******* body it
Cause I dont believe it
When you say that youre happy
How could you be
When you cry all the time?
Maybe one day
Well learn to cry while were laughing
So maybe we wont
Have to get high all the time(Why are you High all the time)
Cause I dont believe it when
You say youre happy
How could you be
When you cry all the time?
One day well learn
To cry while were laughing
So maybe we wont
Have to get high all the time(Why are you High all the time )