alone Ina room

I've been away a little while sometimes I just can't help myself
迷茫無助慘淡自倒一生
When my mind's running wild I seem to lose grip on reality
野心狂勃總被現實回身一槍
And I try to disregard the crazy things
嘗試蕭然度過惶惶一生
The voices tell me to do but it's no use
只得到眾叛親離冷眼相待
I tried to own it write songs about it
我試著為此記歌悠唱
Believe me I tried in the end I needed to breathe
懇求您們讓我最後一搏
Find inspiration some kind of purpose
觸到讓我竭盡所能的動力
To take a second to face the **** that makes me me
最後讓他們為之痛苦
All I needed was the last thing I wanted
說到底我壓根就無需無求
To sit alone in a room and say it all out loud
悄愴空屋壓抑得撕破心肺
Every moment every second every trespass
每分每秒的四處交錯
Every awful thing every broken dream
每場噬人的夢，每件操蛋的事
A couple years back and forth with myself in a cage
年前穹頂之下我的面牆低語
Banging my head against the wall tryna put words on a page
碎顱濺血嘗試揮筆染墨
All I needed was the last thing I wanted
世上有什麼需要我去渴望
To sit alone in a room alone in a room
悄愴空屋壓抑撕破心肺
I saw the world a couple times tried to cure the ache with absence
看清支離破碎的世界嘗試逃避躲不掉的疼苦
But that hole was still a hole and my mind kept playing tricks on me
是在把我啃噬，嚼碎我的筋骨
Feeling older every day
無可言喻的重負之軀
Took everything I had to not crash
毀掉我僅剩的零碎
And burn but I'm starting to learn
可老子屬蟑螂
Sometimes I'll fall down sometimes I'll lose hope
前秒跌足後腳深墜
But those days will be few if I keep my feet on the ground
也許選擇安穩度過我就可以躲掉了吧
I might be lonely but I ain't alone here
再然歡樂的時光我總能感到欺神黯然
So I keep pushing the limits of what makes me
操，那就砥礪前行吧
All I needed was the last thing I wanted
說到底我壓根就無需無求
To sit alone in a room and say it all out loud
悄愴空屋壓抑得撕破心肺
Every moment every second every trespass
每分每秒的四處交錯
Every awful thing every broken dream
每場噬人的夢，每件操蛋的事
A couple years back and forth with myself in a cage
籠獄間撓爛頭皮思前想後
Banging my head against the wall tryna put words on a page
碎顱濺血嘗試揮筆染墨
All I needed was the last thing I wanted
世上有什麼需要我去渴望
To sit alone in a room alone in a room
悄愴空屋壓抑之感撕破我的心肺
I can be better than I was
已定孤注一擲
I can be better than I am
洗刷羞恥舊辱
All I needed was the last thing I wanted
遺存在世上的有什麼能讓我懷念
To sit alone in the room
靜靜坐於那間黯然的房間
All I needed was the last thing I wanted
說到底我壓根就無需無求
To sit alone in a room and say it all out loud
悄愴空屋壓抑得撕破心肺
Every moment every second every trespass
每分每秒的四處交錯
Every awful thing every broken dream
每場噬人的夢，每件操蛋的事
A couple years back and forth with myself in a cage
年前穹頂之下我的面牆低語
Banging my head against the wall tryna put words on a page
碎顱濺血嘗試揮筆染墨
All I needed was the last thing I wanted
遺存在世上的有什麼能讓我懷念
To be alone in a room alone in a room
就一個人孤獨地，待在房間