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Im not tired but Ill sleep to make my parents happy
Theyll eat their words and wipe their mouths using a dirty napkin
And it wont matter what they say once I start doing taxes
And even when Im not at school Ill always have to mask it
Might overstimulate with shows to stop thinking of passing
Get lost in cartridges and screens so I can smile and laugh I think
Ill run away but never leave my room so theres no baggage
Trust me, I dont need reminding, hide my things from the past
If thats not what you wanted then I shouldnt say that
Next time I think Ill be quiet, didnt mean to make you mad
Its just like yesterday but yesterday I wasnt as sad
Im not a pest at least I hope Im not, tell me if youre mad
Losing my mind over a tweet that makes me think of my dad
I know Im not what he wanted, I know he cant try again
Sorry Im not what you wanted, I know you cant try again
Sorry Im not what you wanted, I know you cant try again
Sorry Im not what you wanted, I know you cant try again
Sorry Im not what you wanted, I know you cant try again
Sorry Im not what you wanted, I know you cant try again
(Sorry Im not what you wanted, I know you cant try again)
(Sorry Im not what you wanted, I know you cant try again)
(Sorry Im not what you wanted, I know you cant try again)
(Sorry Im not what you wanted, I know yyou can try again)