seventeen

I hate everything 'cause everything hates me too
Don't have many friends so I just sit in my room
'Cause I get jealous when my friends do numbers, ask myself when it's my turn
Look up to people who are younger but they don't like me so I'll adjourn
It won't be my turn, not today, and not ever
A/C off, sweating through my sweater
Getting mad over tiny letters
See the tiny bell and I'm light as a feather
When I go to school what will they say?
Will they tease me? Will they go away?
I wish I blew up like yesterday
Wish I could escape this shitty place
I'll wake up and no one's home
Spent ten hours on the phone
Went to sleep at 6 AM, wake up at 2, then do it again
Know I should change but it won't happen
Hope my sleep is everlasting
'Cause I'll turn seventeen tomorrow without a clue
You're mad at me, I'm mad at you
I'll tally up the days until I turn seventeen tomorrow
Go to college, have a shit time
I'll get a job and I won't be happy
But if you ask I'll say I'm fine
Wish I could escape this shitty place
I'll wake up and no one's home
Spent ten hours on the phone
Went to sleep at 6 AM, wake up at 2, then do it again
Know I should change but it won't happen
Hope my sleep is everlasting
Candy in the suitcase, don't wanna eat right now
Don't wanna hang my coat up, just let me keep it on
I thought it would be fun, you could try it if you want
I'm hiding all my skin, you can't make me take it off
We're walking to the bus and I wish that we could stop
But I was never good at being anything you're not
It's getting really tiring, I just wanna be like (with) you
But you can't even find me so I'll never be like you
Candy in the suitcase, don't wanna eat right now
Don't wanna hang my coat up, just let me keep it on
I thought it would be fun, you could try it if you want
I'm hiding all my skin, you can't make me take it off
We're walking to the bus and I wish that we could stop
But I was never good at being anything you're not
It's getting really tiring, I just wanna be like (with) you
But you can't even find me so I'll never be like you
Candy in the suitcase, don't wanna eat right now
Don't wanna hang my coat up, just let me keep it on
I thought it would be fun, you could try it if you want
I'm hiding all my skin, you can't make me take it off
We're walking to the bus and I wish that we could stop
But I was never good at being anything you're not
It's getting really tiring, I just wanna be like (with) you
But you can't even find me so I'll never be like you