SOMNIPHOBIA

Sittin down right on my bedside
Sleepless nights when i dont feel right
Locked inside a dungeon can't you help me
Isolated from my friends
Swear this **** just never ends
Feels like my body's growing colder
Woke up in my own vomit last night
Wish i was taken in my sleep, god help me
I never found myself and maybe thats for the best
Just tell me to look up but youre never understanding the view
A world of liars they conspire on my every move
I got the flu
And im givin up
My stomach hurts and im a mess
Lie to my face, then call it quits
My love for you wasn't adequate
Existential, i'll never make it
Trapped in infinity
We're so small in the face of god, so shut the **** up and do your job
It dont matter anyway
Sometimes I wake up feeling impatient
Loosing my head
Aye lemme think a minute
You don’t mother****in mother****in see the vision uh
Yah yah lemme breathe a minute
You ain’t gotta do the **** that you been doin to me **** you
Yea I need to get my ass back home everytime I leave the house man I feel led on
Wassupp wit that cut from front to back
You don’t love me back no don’t act like that
Come home drunk as **** jumping off the bridge **** that break my wrist
And I don’t wanna go back home tonight
Cuz I don’t wanna right my wrongs tonight
So I just like conversations mean what they mean I hold back all this hatred
Inside my dreams
And I’m so sick with you and your so sick of me
I can’t even breathe
Nananananana nanananana
Fall asleep inside your arms
Kill anybody that means you harm
Alcohol for breakfast lunch and dinner
Downers just to numb the pain
Drown all the voices inside my brain
Toxic at our core, but we blame the world of course
Im so sick of you
Youre so sick of me
Im so sick of you
Youre so sick of me
I can’t even breathe
I can’t even breathe
Soooooo ohhhhh
I’m so sick of you
Ive been singin sad songs since i was youngin
Paint my nails black, then those ******* called me a ******
Now its cool to be sad, **** to be depressed
Now im pissed off, straight up, blow my damn top off
Lil spiders in the dark tellin me its alright
I got bullets for you mother****ers tryna act tight
Doin shows for a minute i can really say i did it
Its a sick world we live in
And im not sure i want to stay at all
Im done
I give up
And my mind comes toppling down when I think of
Getting out of bed
And im so broken down, cannot be repaired
Im so sick
Im so tired
Im so beaten down
I dont wanna go, but i think i have to
Why do we live like this
And Why do we live like this
I fell in love with your lips
They're my worst enemy
They're my worst enemy
I fell in love at 17
I fell in love at 17
And now your opposite with me
Sit with me
Take my arms watch me bleed
Take my eyes make me see
I am so incomplete
I am so incomplete
I am so