insane

I drink my coffee in the morning
我早上起來會喝一杯咖啡
I brush my teeth before bed
我晚上睡前會刷牙
I fake a smile to keep the sad thought
我強顏歡笑保持著這悲哀的想法
Out of my head
全部都忘光光吧
I sit outside and watch the world spin
我坐在外面看著世界旋轉著
I bet you probably moved on
我打賭你可能已經離開了
But I still cant seem to sing
但是我似乎還是不會唱歌
Hmm, anything but this song
嗯..除了這首歌
Ive asked my therapist, my mom and dad the same
我也問過給我治療的醫生，我媽和我爸
Ive asked my friends and fam, they all say Im to blame
我問過我親近的朋友們，他們說罪魁禍首是我自己
Ive spent all this time pretending Im okay
我一直假裝著我自己很好
Well, Im not okay
好吧，其實我一點也不好
Today might be the day I go insane
今天可能是我失去理智的日子
The day I go insane
我發瘋的那一天
The day I go insane
我發瘋的那一天
Thatll be the day, today might be the day
那就是今天，今天可能就是這一天
The day I go insane
我失去理智的那一天
Itll probably be the best day in my life
這也許是我一生中最好的一天
Ill be rid of all my problems, Ill be rid of my strife
我將擺脫所有的問題和我的麻煩
And I cant even fix an issue bout you sayin good night
我甚至不用解決關於你說'晚安'的問題
And I dont even got to worry if Im wrong or Im right
我甚至不用再擔心我到底是對的還是錯的
And when I argue with my darkest side, its comin to light
當我與我自己最黑暗的一面爭論的時候，它會亮起來
Id rather have em call me crazy,
我寧願他們說我瘋了
Than have another fight with you
也不願意再去跟你吵架
This mind of mine is mine to lose, its true
這種思想使我失去的，真的
Ive asked my therapist, my mom and dad the same
我也曾問過我的治療師，我的父母
Ive asked my friends and fam, they all say Im to blame
我問過我親近的朋友們，他們說罪魁禍首是我自己
Ive spent all this time pretending Im okay
我一直在假裝我很好
Well, Im not okay
好吧，其實我一點也不好
Today might be the day I go insane
今天可能是我失去理智的日子
The day I go insane
我發瘋的那一天
The day I go insane
我發瘋的那一天
Thatll be the day, today might be the day
那就是今天，今天可能就是這一天
If todays the day I go insane
如果今天我瘋了
Please tell my mom and dad Im not in pain
請告訴我的媽媽和爸爸我並不痛苦
And tell my sister not to do the same
也請告訴我的妹妹不要做同樣的事情
Its just, these lonely days get lonelier with rain
只是，這些孤獨的日子隨著雨變得越來越孤獨
And then the feelings come
然後，感覺來了
And go and pass in waves (Pass in waves)
像是隨著海浪來了去去了來
And I can feel myself start to get swept away (Swept away)
我能感覺到自己開始被沖走
I guess if your heart can break,
我想如果你的心會碎
Then your head can do the same (Do the same)
那麼你的頭也會碎裂
Its hard to explain
這很難去解釋
Today might be the day I go insane
今天可能是我失去理智的日子
The day I go insane
我發瘋的那一天
The day I go insane
我發瘋的那一天
Thatll be the day, today might be the day
那就是今天，今天可能就是這一天
The day I go insane (Hey, Im not okay)
我發瘋的那一天（嘿，我並不好）
The day I go insane (Today, Ill go insane)
我發瘋的那一天（今天,我瘋了）
The day I go insane (Hey, Im not okay)
我發瘋的那一天（嘿，我並不好）
Thatll be the day, today might be the day (Today, Ill go insane)
那就是今天，今天可能就是這一天（今天，我瘋了）
The day I go insane
我發瘋的那一天
Yeah, it hurts, but its true, I shouldnt care,but I do
yeah..很痛，但這是真的，我不應該去在意，但是我很在意
I hide who Im inside, like Ive got something to prove
我隱藏著我的內心，好像是我要證明什麼東西
But what Ive learnt is that pretending ends up bad for my health
但最終我學到的是，假裝只會對我的健康有害處
Whats the point of being if Im not being myself?
如果我做不了我自己，活著還有什麼意義？