Broken Record

Why the **** do I keep feeling like I lost my s**t
為什麼我他女馬的總是覺得自己跟丟了魂似的?
It's like I should just give up because I 'm not legit
就好像我必須放棄所有因為我是不應該存在的
It's like I got a chain wallet and some frosted tips
就像我有一個帶鍊子的錢包和粗糙感的小費
Sometimes I wanna grab a ******* gun and swallow it
有時候我好想拿起槍沖自己的嘴開槍
It's like pulling teeth for me to give a compliment
對於我來說誇獎別人這一事就像拔牙一樣痛苦
That's why I walk into your circle and I talk some s**t
這就是我為什麼來到你的身邊說一些廢話
I'm sure you telling all your friends that I'm a monster p***k
我相信你會告訴你所有朋友我就是一個莫名其妙的怪物
Man I wish that guy would take a hike and chomp a ****
伙計，我真希望你走出這裡出去看看順便吃點迪克
And I can't stop any of these evil thoughts
我無法阻止你那充滿恐怖思想的邪惡想法
And I never thought I would ever be so lost
我從未想過我是如此的迷茫和失落
Make these bad thoughts go away they need to stop
讓這些壞想法都消失吧它們需要停止
And if I keep sobbing like a ***** I'll need a mop
如果我繼續像一個女錶子哭泣我將需要一個拖把給我擦擦淚
It's like my mind's a broken record make it go away
就像我的大腦是滿有破碎過去似的要讓它消失殆盡
And I keep telling myself that I'll be okay
我一直告訴自己我會沒有事的
But something negative is all I ever seem to think
但有些負面想法似乎一直在我腦中縈繞久久不散去
So I guess I 'll just get down on my knees and pray
所以我想我應該跪下來真切地祈禱這一切
And I know I should be moving on
嗯，我心知肚明我該早點離去
But I feel like I'm already gone
可是我感覺到我早已離開這裡
Now if somebody'd hold me save me from
如果有人願將我從深淵中拯救
This broken record that's playing in my heart
這破碎的記憶將在我心頭縈繞
Back in the beginning can't remember who I was
到最初之時我不記得我到底是誰是什麼樣子
But I know I was a kid I would dream just because
但是我知道我是一個心懷夢想為了夢想拼命的孩子
And I don't remember giving in or ever giving up
那之後呢我不記得我放棄過我應該未曾放棄過
But I guess that's what I did 'cause I guess I had enough
但是我想我所作所為就是如此因為我早就已經受夠了
And I look in this mirror and I see this reflection
當我看到這面鏡子時我注視著鏡子中的影像
It always smiles back but I know it's deception
它總是微笑著我知道這只不過是強顏歡笑一場騙局
Medicated smile with these desperate intentions
它飽含著深深的絕望彷彿一樣含辛茹苦地笑著
Dreaming of that kid and his soul's resurrection
夢見了那個孩子和他的靈魂重獲新生
Doomed ages not enough pens not enough pages
動手，可惜這些筆不足夠，這些紙張更是不夠我使用
To explain away this ******* hatred
解釋清楚這來自內心深處無法磨滅地痛恨
Bet his own life wishing someone could save him
他一生都在深切希望著有人能夠將自己從深淵中解救出來
Save me please I can't seem to take this
請救救我吧，我似乎無法逃離將這一切
Stories tucked in my notebook
我將這些不可告知的故事藏於我的筆記本
But I won't ever read 'em 'cause I'm too afraid to look
但是我恐怕永遠無法誦讀它因為我不敢用眼睛看到這過去
Back on the wrong side of those tracks
如果我讀了它會挑起我的痛苦回憶我知道那時我是錯誤的
'Cause if I ever do I might not come back
如果我真的這樣做了我大概講徹底墮入這深淵無法回來
And I know I should be moving on
嗯，我心知肚明我該一走了之
But I feel like I'm already gone
但是我感覺我已經離開了這裡
Now if somebody'd hold me save me from
如果有人能將我從這之中拯救
This broken record that's playing in my heart
這張破碎的唱片將在我心頭上
You know it's alright I'm praying for the sunshine
你知道的，沒事的，我祈禱著那溫柔陽光撒在我們身上
To get me through the hard times to get me through the hard times
讓我度過這段艱難的時光，讓我咬牙堅持過去
You know it's alright I'm praying for the sunshine
你知道我們都會沒事的，陽光在我的祈禱下肯定會很快撒向我們
To get me through the hard times to get me through the hard times
讓我們一起共渡難關吧，我們一定會度過這段艱苦的日子
Well I know I should be moving on
嗯，我知道我應該繼續前進
But I feel like I'm already gone
但是我感覺我好像早就離開
Now if somebody'd hold me save me from
如果能夠有人將我拯救的話
This broken record that's playing in my heart
這份破碎記憶會在心頭蕩漾
Well I know I should be moving on
嗯，我知道我應該繼續下去
But I feel like I'm already gone
但是我感覺我就已經離開了
Now if somebody'd hold me save me from
我希望有人能將我深深救贖
This broken record that's playing in my heart
這首歌將會在你我心尖不散