If I'm Being Honest

I was told this is where I would start loving myself
當我知道我需要開始憐惜自己
Flirting's delicious,
愛不釋手的調戲
Proved to be beneficial for mental health
像精神鴉片一樣瀰漫
All of my best bits pulled forward, collected, displayed
我把我珍藏的最好的一切都掏出來展現給你
Sadly, I just think that I was disgusting today
可悲地是，今天的我糟糕透了
You blew me up like a big balloon far too soon
你那麼早就與我決裂
I'm left a stuttering teen
留下一個哽咽的我
How did I get here?
怎麼會發展成這個樣子？
It's all so quick, and I feel sick
所有發生的事情都太快了，快到我噁心
Red pushing down on the green
憤紅與鐵青交織在臉上
Could you love this?
你能愛上這樣的我嗎？
Will this one be right?
這樣做真的對嗎？
Well, if I'm being honest
好吧，如果我是誠心的
I'm hoping it might
我希望是這樣
Could you love this?
你能愛上這樣的我嗎？
Did you plan to fall?
你曾想好接受這樣的我嗎？
Well, if I'm being honest
好吧，如果我是誠心的
Oh, I bet it's not that at all
真的，我發誓再也不會像之前那樣
Hope has a cost, keeping all fingers crossed and held tight
希冀是有代價的，只要我們十指緊扣都不是問題
But I look idiotic with my limbs all knotted,
但是我看起來像一個僵硬的傻瓜一樣
It don't feel right
我感覺不是很好
Truly you've shaken me, and I think you like how I plead
你真的打動了我的心，而且我認為你會喜歡我的的懇求
But I have a hunch that that's all you wanted from me
但是我有種預感你想從我這裡得到我的一切
You blew me up like a big balloon far too soon
你那麼早就與我決裂
Holding my breath makes me choke
就像卡著咽喉那樣窒息
How did I get here?
怎麼會發展成這個樣子？
It's all so quick, and I feel sick
所有發生的事情都太快了，快到我噁心
I'm used to being a joke
我就是一個笑話
Could you love this?
你能愛上這樣的我嗎？
Will this one be right?
這樣做真的對嗎？
Well, if I'm beinghonest
好吧，如果我是誠心的
I'm hoping it might
我希望是這樣
Could you love this?
你能愛上這樣的我嗎？
Did you plan to fall?
你曾想好接受這樣的我嗎？
Well, if I'm being honest
好吧，如果我是誠心的
Oh, I bet it's not that at all
真的，我發誓再也不會像之前那樣
All, all, all, all
一切，一切，一切，一切
Could you love this?
你能愛上這樣的我嗎？
Will this one be right?
這樣做真的對嗎？
Well, if I'm being honest
好吧，如果我是誠心的
I'm hoping it might
我希望是這樣
Could you love this?
你能愛上這樣的我嗎？
Did you plan to fall?
你曾想好接受這樣的我嗎？
Well, if I'm being honest
好吧，如果我是誠心的
If I'm being honest
如果我是誠心的
Well, if I'm being honest
好吧，如果我是誠心的
Oh, I bet it's not that at all
真的，我發誓再也不會像之前那樣