appointments

I'm staying in tonight
今晚我會留在這裡
I won't stop you from leaving
我不會阻止你離開
I know that I'm not what you wanted, am I?
我知道我不是你想要的那個人，難道我是嗎？
Wanted someone who I used to be like
你想要是過去的那個我
Now you think I'm not trying
現在你認為是我絲毫沒有努力
Well Don't argue
好吧不要爭吵
It's not worth the effort to lie
它不值得你花費那些撒謊的力氣
You don't want to bring it up
你不想提起這件事
And I already know how we look
我也知道我們看起來如何了
You don't have to remind me so much
你不需要如此提醒我
How I disappoint you
我是怎樣讓你失望
It's just that I talked to somebody again
其實只是我又和別人談過了
Who knows how to help me get better
一個知道怎樣幫助我變得更好的人
Until then I should just try not to miss anymore
直到那時我應該就試著不要再去想念
Appointments
那些約定
Ooh ooh ooh ooh...
噢
I think if I ruin this
我想如果是我毀掉了這一切
That I know I can live with it
這些我知道我可以與之共存的事物
Nothing turns out like I pictured it
沒什麼像我想像的一樣結局
Maybe the emptiness is just a lesson in canvases
或許這種空虛感就是在帆布中得到的教訓
I think if I fail again
我想如果我再次墜入愛河
That I know you're still listening
我知道你還在聽
Maybe it's all gonna turn out alright
或許最後一切都能有更好的結果
And I know that it's not
並且我知道它並非如此
But I have to believe that it is
但我必須相信它將會這樣
I have to believe that it is
我需要相信會的
I have to believe that it is
我需要相信會的
(I have to believe it )
（我必須相信）
I have to believe that it is
（我必須相信會的）
(Probably not)
（或許不會）
(But I have to believe that it is)
（但是我必須相信一切都會有更好的結果）
And when I tell you that you that it is
並且當我告訴你這一切並非你
Oh It's not for my benefit
並非只是為了我的一己私利
Maybe it's all gonna turn out alright
或許一切都會變好
Oh I know that it's not
哦可我知道不會的
But I have to believe that it is
但是我還是需要相信會的