The List

Oh, I have a hobby of picking myself apart
我常常斥責自己
Leaving people I love waiting in the dark
無暇顧及為我久久苦候的愛人
And sometimes when I want to cry , I laugh
該流淚時我卻笑不可收
It's kind of funny
真是太怪趣了
Oh, and this October I went falling off the edge
今年冬月我一蹶不振
All of London must have heard the things I said
身在倫敦的大家應該都有所聽聞
Put your hand up if I let you down again
如果我又讓你失望了請讓我得知
There's a list of things that I should stop
有些事本不該一行到底
List of things that I should stop
本該將趁早摒棄這些瑣事
List of things that I should not be doing but I do 'em
但還是做了令我後悔的事
It's a pattern that I got
我陷入這般轍轉
I need to stop my excuses and have a real conversation
不該再狡辯是時候吐露真言
Need to look in the mirror, stop finding things that need changing
該透過鏡子看清自己並學會接納
Need to stop getting drunk to avoid this situation
不該再以酒買愁
I need to stop letting myself down
該讓失望煙消雲散
I'll try something that I've not before
我會去放手嘗試
And like myself a little more now
學會多愛自己
Oh, I have got an attic full of damage in my mind
心中不時充斥瘢痛
I box it up, say I'll deal with it another night
但我總不想面對現實
And I have a problem looking people in the eye
不敢直視任何人
Isn't that funny?
真是怪誕不已
There's a list of things that I should stop
有些事本不該一行到底
List of things that I should stop
本該將趁早摒棄這些瑣事
List of things that I should not be doing but I do 'em
但還是做了令我後悔的事
It's a pattern that I got
我陷入這般轍轉
I need to stop my excuses and have a real conversation
不該再狡辯是時候吐露真言
Need to look in the mirror, stop finding things that need changing
該透過鏡子看清自己並學會接納
Need to stop getting drunk to avoid this situation
不該再以酒買愁
I need to stop letting myself down
該讓失望煙消雲散
I should shut up and listen, not try to fill every silence
是時候緘口細聽不再時刻求目於眾
I should stumble in love instead of running and hiding
不該東掩西藏是時候大膽追愛
I should stop getting drunk and showing up uninvited
過往為戒不再灌醉自己未受邀請自行露面
I need to stop letting myself down
不能再繼續失意下去
I'll try something that I've not before
我將試著朝陽而生
Oh, I'm a master at dancing around the point
我經常轉圈眩舞
I know I call you but I hate the sound of my own voice
自知給你打過電話我悔於脫言
So can you talk? You know I'm stacking up
你倒是說句話我實在難受重負
Until the night I'm not enough
那晚我實在安耐不住
And you're just someone else I disappoint
我竟讓你也失望了
I need to stop my excuses and put my feelings in order
不該再狡辯是時候重劃情興
Need to look in the mirror and stand a little bit taller
該透過鏡子看清自己並學會堅強
Need to stop getting drunk as a reason to call ya
不該再以酒醉為機和你連線
I need to stop letting myself down
該讓失望煙消雲散
Oh, I should shut up and listen, not try to fill every silence
是時候緘口細聽不再時刻求目於眾
I should stumble in love instead of running and hiding
不該東掩西藏是時候大膽追愛
I should stop getting drunk and showing up uninvited
過往為戒不再灌醉自己未受邀請自行露面
I need to stop letting myself down
不能再繼續失意下去
I'll try something that I've not before
我會去放手嘗試
And like myself a little more now
學會多愛自己