Don't Look Down

I'm scared I'm wasting my time
我擔心自己正虛度光陰
Scared I'm losing control of my life
我害怕對生活失控
I'm scared of commitment of calling anything mine
我不敢對任何東西宣告主權
I would be lying if I told you, 'I'm fine'
若我對你說“我很好”，那隻是個謊言
Serving these tables to put some food in my stomach
為別人服務上菜只為果腹
I'm tired of seeing my mom and say 'Don't worry, it's coming'
我已經厭倦了每次見到母親，還要對她說“別擔心，我的時代會來臨”
My heart is racing, I'm running to anything more than nothing
我的心如猛虎，我正朝著夢的方向狂奔
Drowning in debt and I'm trying to pull us above it
負債累累仍試圖要擺脫這困境
Tell me everything will be okay
告訴我一切都會好起來的
Tell me why does everybody got to fade away
告訴我為什麼每個人都要離我遠去
Am I crossing your mind? 'Cause you been all up in mine
我是否曾在你心上駐足？因你早已以我心為棲
But if I saw you, I don't know what I would say
可若我看見你，我不知道該如何訴衷腸
Instead of being together, I need to get it together
我不想與誰為伴，我只想振作自己
Instead of writing these letters, I want to live to remember
與其以辭藻作證，不如用力生活

我比從前更好了嗎？是啊，我懷疑自己從何得知
Am I better from the past? Yeah, I wonder what I'll know
當你為一個夢寢食難安，你就該放手了
Haunted by a dream is when you really let it go
我想萬事萬物都有其存在的道理
I guess things happen for a reason
但我絕不會將命運交予偶然
But I'ma never leave anything at chance
與世界初見我找尋上帝之手
At first glance I'm looking for God's hands
魔鬼望著我說，“兄弟，來跳舞”
The Devil's looking at me like, 'Homie, come dance'
我的祖母日益病重，而我從未陪在她身旁
My grandma's getting sicker, I'm never there when I can be
看啊，我的兄弟也迷失了自我，我猜這是什麼家族基因
See, my brother feeling lost, I guess it runs in the family
人們告訴我音樂不應被當成主業
People telling me this music should be a plan B
可你並不了解我，又有什麼資格對我評頭論足？
How could you judge me if you don't understand me?
馬不停蹄，人生來到二十歲
No breaks, one-twenty goin' in
命運在召喚，而我也讓它放馬過來
Destiny's calling, I'm like, 'Baby, come on in'
如今我活在不努力就被淘汰的氛圍中，每日我都問自己到底是誰
Right now it feels like do-or-die, every day it's, 'Who am I?'
你說那是平常人的生活，我說這是慢性自殺
You call it nine-to-five , man, I call it suicide
我能看清他們所不能，這就是我的能耐
I see what they can't see; this is all that I can be
我寧願居無定所身無分文也不要被冠上“幸福”的標籤
Rather be homeless and broke than be labeled as 'happy'
他們不理解我，因為沒人能
They don't understand me 'cause no one can stand me
最終萬里挑一的都是那些圈外之人
It's always the outsiders who end up outstanding
我打賭輸了一百刀

這不是什麼天文數字，可這映射出我的為人
I lost a hundred dollars on a bet
我想當時我並不明白這些
It's not a lot of money, but it said a lot about me
當一切都是未知，不要把一切當作理所當然
In the moment, guess I didn't understand it
驕傲是腐蝕這顆星球的毒
When nothing is certain, don't ever take it for granted
貪婪是可取的，是啊，那就是他們給這個品質的光環
Pride is a poison that infested our planet
我們的世界觀就是一團糟
Greed is okay, well, that's the way that they brand it
擁有的不及我們應得就是我們對幸福的觀念
Our view of everything is such a mess
我還應該做些什麼？
Having less than we deserve is our perception of happiness
他們說，“遵循步驟，緊跟指導方針”
What am I supposed to do?
若是我聽了那番話，我也只能是個局外的小孩
They say, 'Follow the steps, stick to the guidelines'
你眼中的那是什麼？我才不在乎你的眼線
If I listen to that, I'm just a kid on the sideline
我從不在乎那些浮華
What's in your eyes? I don't care 'bout your eyeline
錢財讓人們趨之若鶩
Never cared about all of that
可若我得到了不義之財，我會毫不猶豫地將它歸還
Money got people snappin' for their quarter back
幸福該是每個人都應得的東西
If I get it, I'ma give it back
可我們就是如此
I feel like happiness is something everybody should have
我曾在追星的途中迷失於黑暗

汪洋中找尋真愛，這事兒就真的那麼難嗎？
But we are who we are
或者只是想要個世界分崩離析時能陪在身邊的人
I've been lost in the dark, while I've been shooting for stars
可每道傷疤都會讓你的心更堅強
Looking for love, like is it really that hard?
堅持住，再奮鬥久一些
Or just have someone who's there when it's all falling apart
每晚我在擦地板的時候思索著人生
But every scar only makes your heart stronger
就在那時你能感受到自己的脆弱和飢餓
Hold on, just fight a little longer
這種感覺使我痛苦，同時也驅使我前進
I ponder these lines while mopping floors every night
有時悔恨比回憶更多，就讓它去吧，這就是生活的本質
That's when you feel the fatigue and all your hunger
過去並不決定我是誰，我只想盡全力
It's been killing me, keep going what they're telling me
若我不付出，又怎麼會有收穫？
More regrets than memories, sometimes you gotta let it be
我環顧四周，看到的是青春的消逝
The past ain't ahead of me, I got to give my best
當你撿起一個空瓶，讓我為你注滿真理
How do I make change if I don't give you my two cents?
過去的我就像你們所有人，天不怕地不怕好像沒什麼可失去
I look around, I see the dying of youth
當所有人都安於現狀，沒有人會想做那個犧牲奉獻的人
While you're picking up a bottle, let me pour you the truth
請涉足我的思想領域，我的心做先驅
I used to be like all of you, like you got nothing to lose
過去終究是過去，可最近我卻沉浸於過去
Nobody want a commitment when everybody's been used
我正找尋著當初我用來獲得幸福的東西，那些被離開的人們帶走的東西

而世人總是喜歡看你崩潰的樣子，因為你的所得對你憎惡
Step in my conscience, my heart is the pilot
就好像我永遠都成不了我想成為的人，這世界就是一條單行道
The past is behind you, but lately I've been behind it
告訴你怎麼活，告訴你這樣做會帶來的必然效益
I'm finding I've been placed in happiness in people who leave
就像戒指、夏日無意的調情，並不是所有事都是所見即所得
And they love it when you're broken, hate you when you achieve
所以別再接收他們對於幸福製造的假象
It's like I can never be me, the world is just a routine
因為幸福並不是用錢能買來的東西
Telling you how to live and the certain value it brings
愛也不會藏身一個深夜的舞會
Like rings, summer flings, things ain't what they seem
我望著天空對天道，“再給我一次機會”
So, don't you ever buy the happiness they sell on the screen
我已經厭倦了只是坐在房間，知道我能做到卻不邁步
'Cause happiness ain't a store bought can
你不做，就不會有結果，看看你正追尋著什麼
And love isn't found in just a one-night dance
為夢想做出抉擇，就好像我曾經的女孩和音樂
I'm looking at the sky like, 'Give me one more chance'
要不失去她，要不失去音樂，可我的心係於音樂
I'm tired of sitting in my room like I know I can
若我不再做音樂，我將成為行屍，所以我做了選擇，我選擇了音樂
Nothing's done until you do it, just look at what I'm pursuing
我想要弄清楚，可這甚至和我們的感情無關
To die like what you're doing, my girl is 'cause of my music
我只想要做出成績，這樣我的孩子們都能以我而傲
It was lose her or lose it, my heart's in the music
我只想要告訴所有人，生活並不是只有錢滿箱
If I didn't , I'd be dead, so I went and I choose it
走出去吧創造價值，別放棄理想

我寫下的每一句都是為了提醒你們要堅強，要站起來
Trying to figure it out, and this ain't even about us
愛情不過是一份出價，而我們都無法給予足夠多的東西
I'm trying to be something more, so that my kids can be proud of
若沒有人願意抬頭看，那麼立足頂端又有什麼意義呢？
I'm trying to show everybody there's not much worth in these dollars
所以啊，抬頭看，抬起頭來
Out here making a difference, don't you give up
別向下看
Everyline that I'm writing is just for you to get up
抬頭看，抬起頭來
Love is barely an offer, yeah, we don't give it enough
別向下看
Man, what's the point of the top if nobody wants to look up?
別低頭
So, look up, look up
Don't look down
Look up, look up
Don 't look down
Don't look down