Lost

Why do I push You away?
我為什麼拒你於千里
Why do I tell You to leave me alone like
我為什麼告訴你讓我一個人呆著
I never got something to say?
好像我沒有什麼別的可說似的？
Why does it feel like I'm lying?
為什麼感覺我在說謊？
I'm tired of smiling like I've been okay
我已經厭倦了這樣的微笑，好像我什麼事都沒有
I'm praying, I'm crying
我在祈禱，我在哭泣
I look up, I'm thinkin', how do You hear what I'm sayin'?
我抬頭看，思考著，你如何能聽見我的禱告？
I'm tryna be a better person, but it's killing me inside
我正試著成為一個更好的人，可我的內心已千瘡百孔
I can't seem to understand why I never trust anybody, I
我似乎無法理解為什麼自己無法信任任何人
I feel like You're never there, or maybe I never cared
我感覺你從不在我身邊，或者只是我從不在乎
Maybe I'm full of pride and when You called I couldn't hear
也許我只是過分驕傲，當你打給我，我總是選擇無視

現在我需要你，我真的需要你
I need You right now, I do, I need You right now, I do
現在我需要你，我真的需要你，沒有你我迷失方向
I need You right now, I do, I'm so lost without You
我需要你，我能說些什麼？ 我需要你，我能說些什麼？
I need You, what can I say? I need You, what I can say?
我需要你，我能說些什麼？沒有你我無所適從
I need You, what I can say? I'm so lost without You
因為我的世界正在崩塌
'Cause this world around me is falling
而我也幾近崩潰
And it feels like I'm going to break
如同我正身陷黑暗
It feels like I'm losing myself in this darkness
你能為我指引方向嗎？
Could You show me the way?
我希望成功不會像通常會發生的那樣影響我

望向鏡中人，捫心自問我對自己做了什麼
I hope success doesn't change me like it does usually
陳舊的恐懼湧向我
Look in the mirror, like what did You do to me?
我不經思索接下來會有什麼新事物降臨
Old feelings that are creeping in
原諒我的過錯
Got me wondering what is new to me
犯下的錯誤使人傷痛
Forgive me for my faults
可你知道我是誰，而你卻終於信仰
Mistakes that are made that are hurting
你知道我並非完美
But You know who I am, and You died on a cross
是啊，我無疑地信任你
You knew I wasn't perfect
可我的內心卻因未知而痛苦
Yeah, my faith in You is certain
清晨六時醒來
But I 'm bitter inside of a wilderness
我困惑自己是否能少一些疲憊
Wake up at six in the morning
我是否自私只因想要更多？
I wonder when I'll be tired a little less
只因棲身於一座我負擔不起的房子？
Am I selfish for wanting more?
只因我的門外的
Inside of a home that we can't afford?
價值三千刀的傳送器停止了工作？
My transmission breaking down
明白嗎，當你失去希望，你會為自己找到信仰
Around three-thousand dollars outside the door?
當我幾近崩潰，我聽到了你的聲音
See, when you run out of hope, you run into faith
這一生我做過很多錯誤的決定
I hear Your voice when I'm about to break
而我似乎從未將其糾正
I made a lot of bad decisions in my life
對我在乎的人不假關心
I never seem to get it straight
我能感覺自己的心趨於荒蕪
Caring less for people that I cared about
請不要向我承諾永恆
I can feel my heart turning hollow
若你甚至不能承諾我明天
Don't you promise me forever
信任危機，是啊，我有很多
When you can't even make it until tomorrow
故事和傷疤，我也有很多
Trust issues, yeah, I got plenty
慾望將我纏繞，我是如此脆弱，你知道的
Stories and scars, I got many
我想知道自己是否能做好準備
Lust all around me, I'm weak and you know it
去做那個我深信自己能夠成為的人
I wonder if I'll ever be ready
我需要你為我指引方向
To be the person that I know I can be
我固執如牛，我尖銳如鐵，我自傲如雀，我都知道
I need you to show me the way
我需要你，我能說些什麼？
I'm stubborn, I'm bitter, I'm prideful, I know it
現在我需要你，我真的需要你
I need You, what can I say?
我需要你，我能說些什麼？沒有你我迷失方向

我需要你，我能說些什麼？ 我需要你，我能說些什麼？
I need You right now, I do, I need You right now, I do
我需要你，我能說些什麼？沒有你我無所適從
I need You right now, I do, I'm so lost without You
因為我的世界正在崩塌
I need You, what can I say? I need You, what I can say?
而我也幾近崩潰
I need You, what I can say? I'm so lost without You
如同我正身陷黑暗
'Cause this world around me is falling
你能為我指引方向嗎？
And it feels like I'm going to break
It feels like I'm losing myself in this darkness
Could You show me the way?