Afterlife

Never imagined that
從沒有想過
My cozy dark room will be taken away like this
我舒適的黑暗房間被這樣奪走
Never imagined that
從沒有想過
My sister would set me free like this
姐姐就這樣讓我自由了
I see her name carved gracefully on the cold stone
我看見她的名字優雅地刻在冰冷的石頭上
I see her courage praised ornately
我看見她的勇氣得到稱讚
But all I remembered was that
可我只記得
She was a ruler of my mind
她曾主宰我的一切
She was a ruler of my mind
她曾控制我的思想
All her restrictions that I followed even after she left
她離開後賦予我的所有限制仍然保留了下來
Weren't the worst part
這並不是最糟糕的部分
It was her diary that showed
如她的日記所示
Her life going by as if I wasn't there
曾經過往的日子裡，我好似從未出現過
The only person who knew the reason has already left the scene
唯一知道真相的那人已離去
Now I feel like I 'm finally in it so how do I deal with it
現在終於到了該我出場的機會，可是我又該如何去面對
I just realized all my life I never learned to cry
我才意識到我的一生都沒學會該如何哭泣
I just realized all my life nobody touched my heart
我才意識到還沒有誰來觸動我的心
I just realized all my life I never learned to cry
我才意識到我的一生都沒學會該如何哭泣
I just realized all my life nobody touched my heart
我才意識到還沒有誰來觸動我的心
I will never understand what they think
我永遠不會明白他們在想什麼
This is my first ever move
這將是我邁出的第一步
And I just wanna break everything
我只是想打破這一切
Since I read her words
自從聽到她對我說
“You are free” what does that even mean?
“你自由了”那究竟是什麼意思？
My afterlife has begun
我的來世已經開始
The only person who knew the reason has already left the scene
唯一知道真相的那人已離去
Now I feel like I 'm finally in it so how do I deal with it
現在終於到了該我出場的機會，可是我又該如何去面對
I just realized all my life I never learned to cry
我才意識到我的一生都沒學會該如何哭泣
I just realized all my life nobody touched my heart
我才意識到還沒有誰來觸動我的心
I just realized all my life I never learned to cry
我才意識到我的一生都沒學會該如何哭泣
I just realized all my life nobody touched my heart
]我才意識到還沒有誰來觸動我的心