i need a hug

'You really put me at ease.
“你真能使我安心十足
So even if I die, please do your best to live on.
所以儘管我死去了請你竭盡活下去
See how this world will end and find out why it was created.
看著這個世界崩分離析尋找出世界又是如何誕生的
Find out why scaredy-cats like me are here.
探尋出為何像我這樣的膽小貓會在此
And the meaning behind why we met.
還有我們相遇的真正意義
That is, my wish.'
這就是我的願望你知道我的血是黑的嗎
”I have a lot of time left. ”
我尚有良多時間
“Well, since its Christmas, Ill hum a little tune.'
啊既然是聖誕節的話我給你哼一首歌吧”
I-I-I know I got an issue Its been tryin to get control of me
我早知我有著問題他也在嘗試控制著我
Ive been doin work But I dont got no time for therapy
我專心努力著卻遺忘了給自己治療
I just wanna fade away I hate the way they stare at me
我只想隱淡去我厭恨著世俗目光
I just need a shoulder, babe I just need someone to carry me
我只需一個臂膀希望誰能給予我一個擁抱
(I know) I know Im a loner, but I like that they dont notice me
我知道我孑然一身但我不想引人注目
That way no ones sued if it gets out that I die horribly
如果我死得慘不忍睹這樣就不會有人控訴我
Mom said I should smile, she dont like that I think morbidly
媽媽覺得我要以笑面人她不想我太過病態
But it aint my fault, its all these demons deep inside of me
但這並不是我的錯是內心惡魔在作祟
W-When I was a kid, I had some friends, they all were there for me
當我還是稚嫩孩童時我有著身旁朋友他們會在一旁陪伴著我
Now I just be stuck up in my room cause Im a ****in freak
如今被困在這冰冷房內只因我被質疑為怪胎
I dont even matter, Im a **** up, Im a wannabe
心想著無大礙我只是個混蛋只會一味去模仿
I can never ** ** witchu cause I dont even **** with me
我不會和你去翻雲覆雨只因我
How could you love me?
你怎能隨意愛上我
H-How could-how could you love me?
你怎能就這樣愛上我
Cut me the check, please
遞出支票務必
She dont want me, she want money
她並不渴望我她眼中只有錢
I know she forgot me
我早知她遺忘了我
Shes moving on, and that cut deep
她步伐不止傷口愈發深裂
How could you love me?
怎能能愛上我呢
How could you love me?？
怎能愛上這樣的我呢
(I can-I can-) I cant tell the difference from my friends and all my enemies (Whoa)
我不能分出誰是友或是敵
Lying to myself to hide away my evil energy (Energy——)
對自己撒個謊躲避我的邪惡能量
You will never understand, so take a stand and let me be (Let me be )
你永不會知曉所以站起去讓我承擔吧
Cause I dont need opinions from a person wit your tendencies (Tendencies)
我不需要你喜歡的人的意見或建議
S-So tell me Im the reason why, tell me Im the reason how!
就只需告訴我我是你內心的答案我就是你唯一渴望
Everything inside my life is kind of *** *ing freaking out
如今生活中每件小事都怪誕詭奇
leaking out
流出著
'All my blood is black,' I keep on screaming out
我的血是暗黑色我不經尖叫
Trapped inside a cage inside my mind
關押在我腦海中心房籠裡
Oh wait, I see it now
稍等我懂了
Hey
I see the world below me (Below me)
我望見世界低於我
I hate it how you always control me, now (Control me)
我厭恨著你一味控制著我
Im better off just being the only (The only)
我還是做那獨一無二好了
You told me, Im 'better off lonely”
你告訴我孑然一身才是最好