Close the Door

Damn
All the progress climbing
When you lookin back remember times that were forgetten yeah
I used to skate around in public
Now I drive the whip around the places I grew up its
Such a change when reflecting on the past
Bu remember not to latch onto any of what happened
Yeah
Instead I use it as a tool for any current situation hope I learned a thing or two
An old soul so much wisdom for my youth
Things were so damn different used to kick it with the crew
After school
Smoke a blunt up in the woods and get some food
Not a worry in the world until that one day
I talk about it all the time was the blunt laced
Had so many thoughts up in my mind I never gotten any closure
And its been so many years I gotta let it go
Because answer never show no it aint gotten any closer, damn
Oh well I guess the time flies dont it
Circle through the fights in my mind that you dont remember having
Man I feel like you prioritize so much other that your family
Or just your own wife though its
Your life so I keep to myself
Never had a father figure I just speak to myself so
I guess we so damn different
And you will never change so we so damn distant
And I wonder if you proud of me
And I could ask I mean you live in the same house as me but it aint worth it
*** **** no purpose
And you never supported til you thought that you could earn a little money from it
At least thats how I took it
And I just wanna get a bunch of cash
And buy my mom a house I think you dont deserve it
And all the years all the fights all the yelling
You never gone apologize aint nothing you can tell me, damn
Here I go again
Another worthless song I know that yal wont even hear the words at all
But first of all
I gotta show my love for anybody
Who stood by me through anxiety the hurt the fall but
When you fall then you learn to walk
You pick yourself right off the ground and wipe the dirt up off and
Move on like the words to my song
And if you tripping on the past its time you learn to evolve and
That includes me people do the same things
**** a grudge though remove all of the shitty energy
Yeah I make music but you shouldnt Idolize me
We remain humans make mistakes role model not me yeah
We the same what Im trying to say
Only difference is my brain can make the pain into pages
Of lyrics written on paper its something you could relate to
You not alone theres so many others who feeling the same as you damn