Deadbolt

I always seem to see things that I shouldn't.
我似乎總是在白費力氣
I never seem to get it right.
我似乎從來都矯枉過正

我彷佛總能描繪出美景
I always seem to paint such pretty pictures.
但它們僅停格在黑與白
But they're always in black and white.
都安慰我天意並非如此
Everybody tells me that it isn't God's plan.
而我僅僅是在弄巧成拙
And I'm just messing it all up.
我都知道我該懸崖勒馬
I know they're probably right and I should just bail.
我該轉舵起航，但是
Turn my wheel towards the high road, but..
另闢蹊徑感覺更妙
It feels good to go left.
義無反顧又怎麼了
It feels good to miss-step.
為自己鋪路修城堡

我為自己建造天地
I pave my own roads and build my own castles.
洪水猛獸接踵而至
I made a world for myself.
我的天堂陡變地獄
And then the flood rushed in and threw it all sideways.
有時只是停滯在霧裡
And my heavens gave away to hell.
獨自一人呆一兩星期
Sometimes you just to find the fog and lie in it.
倒空東西或打碎玻璃
For a week or two on your own.
毀滅一切等待新的播種
Keep making things empty and shattering glass.
遺忘的感覺很好
And ripping up seems you've sown.
歸零的感覺很好
It feels good to forget.
分裂開兩個瓶子
It feels good to reset.
關上百葉窗鎖緊大門

一個攤在薰衣草色躺椅上
Baby split the bottle between the two of them.
另一個坐在地板上
Shut the blinds and lock the doors. (Deadbolt)
衣架開始行走聽筒在交談
One sprawled out on the lavender couch.
泥土流出紅色血污
And the other sat on the floor.
知道你對我做了什麼嗎？
And the mannequin walked and the dial tone talked.
知道你對我做了什麼嗎？
And the dirt bled red when it should have bled mud.
Do you see what you do to me?

Do you see what you do to me?