I Hate Myself, I Want To Party

Who knows when you will call me
And I could meet you at the bar again
I hate myself
I want to party
And pretend that Im a star again

Well in my mind
Im riding around
In the backseat
Drinking it subtle
And my friends know
Anything goes
And Im a good
Im playing with trouble but

I hate myself
I want to party
And pretend that Im a part of something

But instead I watch TV
**** my girl
Check my phone , babe
PS5
Change my shirt
And drink alone, babe
And only I can bring me down
And keep me stuck at home
Keep me stuck at home

I thought I couldnt make a song now
But I think Im gonna write again
I had a year to let my body
Figure out its parts again

But in my mind
Im riding around
In the backseat
Drinking it subtle
And my friends know anything goes
And Im a good girl playing with trouble but

I hate myself

I want to party
Pretend that Im a part of something
But instead I watch TV
**** my girl
Check my phone, babe
PS5
Change my shirt
And drink alone, babe

And only I can bring me down
And only I can bring me down
And only I can bring me down
And keep me stuck at home
And keep me stuck at home
And keep me stuck at home

I dont wanna live like that
I dont wanna live like that
And I know its my track
I dont wanna live like that
I dont wanna live like that
Gonna take it right back
I dont wanna livelike that
I dont wanna live like that
It was never my track
I dont wanna live like that
I dont wanna live like that
Gonna take it right back
I dont wanna live like that
I dont wanna live like that
And its never my track
I dont wanna live like that
I dont wanna live like that
Gonna take it right back
I dont wanna live like that
I dont wanna live like that
Gonna take it right back
I dont wanna live like that