Ungrateful

I've been looking at the pictures online
翻看你主頁上的照片
Comparing myself to the girls I find
比較著自己與你照片裡的女孩
Loving someone is loving someone else
他們說忘我的他戀即強烈的自戀
There's something so good about the way it feels
迷戀的滋味像蜜一樣甘甜
Is it 'cause I feel unworthy?
是因為我的自卑嗎
I tell myself you don't deserve me
我安慰自己說你不值得任何美好
I want everything that can't be mine, ooh~
還常幻想擁有不屬於我的愛情
'Cause I'm ungrateful
因為我總忘恩負義
Never sure in my own skin
不敢揭開面具
I'm unfaithful
直視那個不忠的自己
My mind changes like the wind
我出爾反爾
So high when I got it till I forgot it
見異思遷食言而肥
I'm so irrational
行為毫不合邏輯
'Cause I'm ungrateful
因為我總是忘恩負義
So ungrateful
反面無情
This morning, I got all the love I need
這個清晨我得到了我需要的所有愛情
I was swimming in a river of dopamine
浸泡在歡愉賜予的恩典中
Came crashing back down by the end of the night
黃昏後再次跌落谷底
I was staring at a screen thinking of ending my life
盯著手機屏幕想如何結束生命
Wishing I was living in a house by the lake
想像自己住在湖邊大宅的畫面
With a couple Maseratis sitting in the driveway
私家車庫裡再來幾輛瑪莎拉蒂
But I don't think anything can fill this space, ooh
這些也沒法填滿心裡的空洞呢
'Cause I'm ungrateful
因為我忘恩負義
Never sure in my own skin
不敢揭開面具
I'm unfaithful
正視易變的自己
My mind changes like the wind
我出爾反爾
So high when I got it till I forgot it
見異思遷
I'm so irrational
行為不合邏輯
'Cause I'm ungrateful
因為我總是忘恩負義
So ungrateful
忘恩負義
Ooh yeah
Ooh yeah, oh
Ooh yeah
Ooh yeah, oh
Do you ever think about how we're obsessed?
你有回憶過我們如何彼此著迷嗎
Living in a world that justdon't exist
在根本不存在的世界中編織愛巢
Like everything we got is just a temporary fix
在夢裡稱王醒來卻是一場空
Mmhmm (I'm ungrateful)
大概是我的不忠導致的吧
'Cause I'm ungrateful
因為我忘恩負義
Never sure in my own skin
無法看清自己千瘡百孔的本質
I'm unfaithful (I'm unfaithful)
我毫無忠誠
My mind changes like the wind
出爾反爾
So high when I got it till I forgot it
朝三暮四得到了不會珍惜
I'm so irrational
做事兒還不合邏輯
'Cause I'm ungrateful
因為我忘恩負義
So ungrateful
毫不領情
Ooh yeah
Ooh yeah, oh
Ooh yeah
Hey, yeah yeah, yeah