Never Had The Balls

I was lost, felt nothing at all but
我迷失了卻毫無感覺
Im Coming back now, yeah, Im in the background
我又回來了重回幕後之中
No need to react now that everythings done (but let me say)
既然一切塵埃落定那就無需多言
I thought I would be simple enough
我以為自己已經足夠簡單了
And I had to grow up just to learn all the ways that its not
但我不得不成長啊學習那些不尋常的道理
But I never thought Id call it quits in my whole life
但在我的人生里永不言棄
I never aimed to feel confused,
我從不為此而困惑
I blame myself to tell the truth
卻因為說出事實而責備自己
But now I know everythings hard when youre living in the dark
但現如今我理解了黑暗中世間的疾苦
And you dont even wanna see through
你卻不願透過黑暗望向光明
If that had to be the way I was feeling for days
如果這就是幾天裡我的感受
If I knew it back then, I probably wouldnt do it
如果以前的我懂得這一切我或許不會做這件事
But I never got the chance to tell you
但我從未有機會告訴你啊
I never had the balls to tell you
我從未有勇氣告訴你
No I never had the balls to tell you
我從未有膽量告訴你
I did everything that I could,
我盡力而為
But still I was helpless (so helpless)
卻仍舊無助
I shouldnt waste my precious time
我不應該浪費寶貴的時間
On anyone living off of mine
在那些依賴我的人身上
And now I know that things are getting better
現在我知道一切都在變好
I could live like this forever
生活可以永遠這樣好下去
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yea-eah
When I found my own way out
當我自己找到出路的時候
Was to open my mouth and be honest
那便是我坦誠地說出事實之時
I had to go and do it! Yeah
我必須這樣做
This could be the best decision that you ever made
這可能是我做過的最好決定
Please, dont be afraid, shereassures me
請別害怕她向我保證
I know its hard to play-pretend
我知道很難偽裝
And promise to you with truth to end
向我保證你對真相的忠誠
That winners never quit, you know, so quitters never win
贏家永不退縮你懂的所以輕言放棄的人只會輸
(Its only getting better now for you)
對你來講一切都會變好
Im your man if youre looking for good times
如果你想找樂子找我就好
Feeling amazing and Im on my way home
回家的路上心情好極了
Yeah, Im finally in the zone
我終於進入了專注的心境
I heard the word Goodbye
我聽過告別
And felt surprised that I wasnt even sad
對自己的無動於衷而驚訝
In the slightest
一點也不驚訝
My mind was made up, but
我已作出決定但是
If I had to life only being polite
如果我必須禮貌待人
Id be giving in
我大概會放棄
Im never gonna do it
我大概不會做這件事
Ill never get the chance to tell you
我不會有機會告訴你
I never had the balls to tell you
我不會有勇氣告訴你
No, I never had the balls to tell you, now
我不會有勇氣告訴你
(Whoa-oh-oh)
(Balls to tell you)
沒有勇氣告訴你
(Balls to tell you)
沒有膽量告訴你
(I never got the chance to tell you)
我不會有機會告訴你
(I never had the balls to tell you)
我不會有勇氣告訴你
(Balls to tell you)
沒有勇氣告訴你
(But I never got the chance to tell you)
我不會有勇氣告訴你
(I never had the balls to tell you)
我不會有勇氣告訴你
I didnt
不會有
(Balls to tell you)
沒有膽量告訴你