Uno

Yeah I don't know where to start
哎，我也不知道該從何說起
How do you admit that you're falling apart
你要如何承認你已支離破碎

I mean how will I admit that I'm falling apart
我意思是我該怎麼承認我已支離破碎

My mother's gonna worry but I'm fine in my heart
我媽會擔心但我覺得我還好啦

I've lived the words that I've said
我的生活就像我的歌詞
And I live with a voice
我腦海中還有個聲音
That tends to tell me that I'm **** in my head
它總愛說我一文不值

Well maybe I should **** it and be happy instead
也許我該讓它滾一邊去然後過的開心點

I should just say **** it and be happy instead right right
我就該說操然後過的開心點，對吧？對

Cus' there's a lot of people try to tell me how to deal with myself
因為有一群人想教我如何搞定自己

But I'm not gonna listen if you mention my health
但如果你提起我的健康我不會理你

I don't care
我不在乎
Don't tell me and don't text me
別說這些也別給我發消息

'Cos that kind of **** upsets me just kind of affects me
因為這些屁話讓我沮喪，某種意義上在損傷我
It's bringing me down and I'm not gonna lie
這讓我消沉，我不騙你

These days I prefer to just not be outside
這些天我就是不想出門

And these days I just end up spending all of my time
這些天我也不再把我的所有時間

With my girlfriend but to be honest I think that's alright
用來陪女朋友，說實話我覺得這沒什麼不好

'Cos time keeps rollin' and I'm just makin' songs
因為時針不停的轉動而我只是寫寫歌

I'm doing my best
我盡了全力

Still find myself stressed
但還是感到充滿壓力

And I'm no longer sure where I belong
我也不再確定我屬於哪裡

I'm starting to rust
我開始生鏽

Don't know who to trust
不知道該信任誰

Don't trust anyone not even me
（誰也別信，我也別信）

Some people concentrate on styletoo much
有些人太過專注於時尚

But I think I just force myself to smile too much
而我太愛逼自己微笑

And I should zoom in for the best
我最好能專注於什麼

I wanna live my life with no stress
我想要無憂無慮的活著

Love life and feel blessed like
想熱愛生活並感到受到祝福

It's kind of funny on the inside
我的內心有些滑稽

I'm tryin' to be a man but really I 'm just a little child ****
我試著去做個男人，但事實上我只是個小孩，幹

And that's pretty much it
這實在太難了

Yeah that's pretty much it
這實在太難了
Is there anything else
（還有什麼想說的？）

Oh yeah
噢有啊
My jaw hurts a lot because I grind it with stress mhm
我咬緊牙關太久了連下顎都傷了（嗯哼）
I was an idiot recently and lost a lot of my friends naw
最近我就是個白痴，失去了不少朋友（噢）
Nothing brings me joy and nothing makes me smile
沒有任何東西能讓我開心讓我笑

Being at school makes me aware of how I haven't been myself in awhile oh
呆在學校讓我意識到我為什麼最近沒在做自己（噢）
And I wonder what it was like to be 11
然後我在想11歲時是什麼感覺

Wonder if there's such a thing as life after death
想死後的生命是不是還能有某種存在
Such a thing as heaven why
比如像天堂那樣的（為什麼？ ）

Every now and then I think about the fact
因為有時我想起一個事實
That I'd become a legend if I died at 27
如果我在27歲時死去我應該也會成為傳奇