Nepenthe

There are some things I control all the things I never know
不知何時與未知有了羈絆
I'm reaching for a star that I know I never hold
竟向那無名的星伸出雙手
I sacrifice my happiness to make it to my goal
還犧牲我的幸福，去完成對朦朧璀璨的追求
I'm still waiting patiently and lonely in the cold
卻了無星光，孑然等待，浸於冰封
I feel my soul has been frozen
這讓我的靈魂結冰
And I used to be so cold
之前也有這樣的經歷
And now what I sing here a song isn't try to calm your emotion
緩和你的衝動並不是我歌唱的本意
But I don't know
但現在看來
Should I continue down this road
我還是否應該繼續與星光的追逐
It seems that a sort of waiting
這一系列的等待
Now that I see what I face were so many things
蔓延成我要面對的麻煩
Se we change to burn out the stone out of pieces to let it go
不如燒卻過往我們一筆勾銷
So we stare in my soul
再來審視我們心海中的本我
Run away,run away but you never get far
不斷逃，不住逃，但是過往在纏繞
When you form a change wish you own a shooting star for nepenthe
當你下定決心做出改變我便為你許下一束流星
Nepenthe,nepenthe,nepenthe
伴作你的忘憂草
Run,run away,run away,run away
不斷不住
You look for love like a child
你愛的像個稚童
But it's never be enough
也幼稚地不斷索求
So to maybe I was go chasing no rust but I don't give you nepenthe
也許我會逐漸變得像你一樣純潔無垢
Nepenthe,nepenthe,nepenthe,nepenthe
但卻不能再為你解憂
Most don't live it up what they tend to
大多數人活的不像他們所想的自在
Most don't care the things they used to say
大多數人不在乎過往的嘴碎
I've been up and down at this turning
我反反复复的在這轉變來回
That too many men that made in this way
大多數人都像這樣成型
Oh I care about this so sentry
對我來說真是刻板
Most get addressed did hear on my past
他們耳聞我的過去
I'm get up to make sure that you left
你在我的過去已經離去
to find that by the future but not past
我會在未來里尋找你
This is not the place that you have to be
星空不是你最終的歸宿
I'm afriad to open that they left me,open my there's tragedy
坦白我的想法人們會離我而去敞開心扉向你不會i是更好的主意
No one will laugh at you if you leave you ask to be
離開我吧這樣他們也不會嘲笑你----
I'm sticking with a dimming room,loosen my shoulder roll
鬆開手上吊環我接著窩在昏暗房間
Feel like as a ****** as more I gave all
付出所有後心卻更不甘
Believe me I 'll find a new way
相信我能再振作吧
to devote to depression and sanction and freshen and soul and down
但先讓我疲倦的靈魂睡上一覺-----
I'm closer to my dreams for then now what they appear
與夢想拉近了距離未知現在得以顯形
My only enermy is staring right back in the mirror
我唯一的敵人在鏡中與我對視
The love I though that was filled in me is something now I fear
曾經的所愛所追求變成現在的所懼所抗拒
Scare why don't happen when it leads me in the clear
星光啊你還是未把我引向純潔無暇
Run,run away
（不斷逃，不住逃)
Is all enough to be my side
與我相伴就足夠了嗎
No wonder you won't need my hand
想必不是看來你已經不需要我了啊----
Run away,run away but you never get far
不斷逃，不住逃，但是過往在纏繞
When you form a change wish you own a shooting star for nepenthe
當你下定決心做出改變我便為你許下一束流星
Nepenthe,nepenthe,nepenthe
伴作你的忘憂草
Run,run away,run away,run away
不斷不住
You look for love like a child
你愛的像個稚童
But it's never be enough
也幼稚地不斷索求
So to maybe I was go chasing no rust but I don't give you nepenthe
也許我會逐漸變得像你一樣純潔無垢
Nepenthe,nepenthe,nepenthe,nepenthe
但卻不能再為你解憂
Run away,run away but you never get far
不斷逃，不住逃，但是過往在纏繞
When you form a change wish you own a shooting star for nepenthe
當你下定決心做出改變我便為你許下一束流星
nepenthe,nepenthe,nepenthe
伴作你的忘憂草
You look for love like a child
你愛的像個稚童
Run,run away,run away,run away
（不斷逃，不住逃）
But it's never be enough
也幼稚地不斷索求
So to me,I was go chasing no rust but I don't give you nepenthe
也許我會逐漸變得像你一樣純潔無垢
Nepenthe,nepenthe, nepenthe,nepenthe
但卻不能再為你解憂