i should be happy

I should be happy but I'm not
我應該高興的但我並沒有
God gave me everything I want
上帝給了我想要的一切
It took a while to catch my breath
我需要時間來喘息
Got no respect, no respect for myself
得不到尊重也不自重
I should be happy
我應該感到開心的
I should be happy but I'm not
我真的應該高興但我真的做不到
I'm older now
現在我長大了
What's worse, is I'm starting to feel it
更糟的是我開始感受這一切
I'm not sober, wow.
我可能不夠清醒
There's parts of me that I should be healing
體內的一部分告訴我我已經康復了
It's crazy how your life can change, right when you need it
當你需要它的時候它究竟能做出怎樣的改變這很瘋狂
I'm older now , I'm staring to feel it
如今我長大了我能感受到了
I should be happy but I'm not
我應該高興的但我並沒有
God gave me everything I want
上帝給了一切我想要的
It took a while to catch my breath
我需要時間來喘息
Got no respect, no respect for myself
得不到尊重也不自重
I should be happy
我應該感到開心的
I should be happy but I'm not
我真的應該高興但我真的做不到
I question why, the hurt always seems so appealing
我想知道為什麼傷害總是看起來如此誘人
We're eye to eye, for me love has a different meaning.
我們對視良久愛對我來說有著不一樣的意義
I should be happy but I'm not
我應該高興的但我並沒有
God gave me everything I want
上帝給了一切我想要的
It took a while to catch my breath
我需要時間來喘息
Got no respect, no respect for myself
得不到尊重也不自重
I should be happy
我應該感到開心的
I should be happy but I'm not
我應該感到高興的但並沒有
I should be happy but I'm not
我應該開心起來但我做不到
I should be happy but I'm not
我真該感到快樂的但相反我一點也不