pendulum

Tatiana Owens - Pendulum

I pick up the phone to call
I dial 323
And quick hang up and stare at the wall
Would he even talk to me?
I write down what I wanna say
But then I throw the page away

Part of me saying hes not even worth the pain
Part of me keeps wishing he were in my arms again

Theres a pendulum swinging in my heart tonight
Back and forth, keeping score
Should I love him or leave him I cant decide
Tell me which is wrong and which is right
Was it perfect?
Is it faded?
Is it worth it?
Is it breaking?
How much longer can I wonder if hes the one?
Or if this is done
I cant stop this pendulum, yeah
false, I cant stop this pendulum

Its so hard to picture him
Holding someone else
But then the voice is whispering
Im better off by myself
My friends are taking me out tonight
But will I get him off my mind

Part of me knows why we drifted we were both to blame
Part of me cant help but tear up when I say his name

Theres a pendulum swinging in my heart tonight
Back and forth, keeping score
Should I love him or leave him I cant decide
Tell me which is wrong and which is right
Was it perfect?
Is it faded?
Is it worth it?
Is it breaking?
How much longer can I wonder if hes the one?
Or if this is done
I cant stop this pendulum

They always say when you know
You know
But I just cant figure this out on my own
Someone please tell me which way to go
Where do I go?
Cause I cant stop this pendulum

Theres a pendulum swinging in my heart tonight
Back and forth, keeping score
Should I love him or leave him I cant decide
Tell me which is wrong and which is right
Was it perfect?
Is it faded?
Is it worth it?
Is it breaking?
How much longer can I wonder if hes the one?
Or if this is done
I cant stop this pendulum
How much longer can I wonder if hes the one?
Or if this is done
I cant stop this pendulum, yeaaah
I cant stop this pendulum
I cant stop this pendulum
false, I cant stop this pendulum