Everything That Isn't Me

I could have been a better brother
我本可成為更通心的哥哥
I could have been a better son
我本可成為更孝順的孩子
I'm sorry for the pain I caused you
為引你傷痛深感抱歉
And all the worries that I gave you, mom
為因我而起的擔憂深感抱歉，媽媽
Every time there was a riot
每時每刻都放蕩不羈
I couldn't ever stay at home
我無法永留家中
I had to go and join the fire
我必要參入戰火
You and dad said no, but I had to go
你與父親雙雙決否，但我去意已決
You were still the best of mothers
你始終是最好的母親
And now I know the fear you felt for me
如今我知悉你的恐懼
You told me to stay off the streets 'cause
你勸我遠離那條街
You didn't like me out there selling ****
只因你不喜我在此隨性販賣
I don't regret the things I've done
我無悔於為
They made me what I am, you see
一切終使我認清自己，你已得見
I can't apologize forever
我不能一直歉辯
For everything that isn't me
為那本非真我的流言蜚語
I could have been a better brother
我本可成為更通心的哥哥
I could have been a better friend
我本可成為更知心的朋友
I hope you know how much I love you
只願你知及我深切的愛意
And if you don't, I really understand
若無法明悉，我也真心理解
I used to be so bloody selfish
畢竟我曾是那樣自私
I tried to make it to the top, you see
且為之極限苦苦作力，你當已見悉
The only thing I didn't get is
我尚未思透之事
You've always given me the help I need
即你總在我求時應助
I should have been a better brother
我本可成為更通心的哥哥
It's easy now to see it clear
現今更簡以明悉
I'm sorry that I hurt you all and
為我傷你的一切深感抱歉
I'm sorry that I caused you all so many tears
為我引你哭泣的一切深感抱歉
I could apologize forever
我當永存歉意
For everything I couldn't be
為我未曾做下的一切
I can't apologize forever
我不能一直歉辯
For everythingthat isn't me
為那本非真我的流言蜚語
I could have been a better lover
我本可成為更傾情的戀人
I could have been a better man
我本可更為出色
I'm sorry that I work so much and
我深感抱歉
The fact that I never really have a plan
為奮鬥無的而抱歉
I'm sorry, oh, I'm so sorry
只一句對不起
That it's so hard to say this word
卻難以言述
And even with all the things we've been through
即使是曾經共歷的一切也無可言喻
Sometimes I think that I will never learn
許時我妄自菲薄
I could have been a better lover
我本可成為更傾情的戀人
I could have been a better man
我本可更為出色
I'm gonna be a better father
我會成為一名盡責的父親
Hell, I'm doing everything I can
我將為之付付諸一切
And I will live with this forever
將此永攜餘生
With everything I couldn't be
拋下遺憾望向前方
I can't apologize forever
我不能一直歉辯
For everything that isn't me
為那本非真我的流言蜚語
I could have been a better brother
我本可成為更通心的哥哥
I could have been a better son
我本可成為更孝順的孩子
I could have been a better lover
我本可成為更傾情的戀人
But in the end, I'm your only one
但我終究還是唯一