i shouldn't be here

It's like we paid a visit to a past life
Where I was still yours, and you were mine
And nothin' had changed at all
I couldn't get it up for you the first time
Like my body knew it wasn't meant to you
Or maybe it was just the adderall

Oh l, I shouldn't be here
Oh, I shouldn't be here
Oh l, I shouldn't be here
Oh, I shouldn't be here

Everything's a metaphor
When you're up north on drugs in a river with your ex girl
We didn't think it through at all
Swimming upstream just to let the tide pull us back through it all
Back through it all

Oh l, I shouldn't be here
Oh, I shouldn't be here
Oh l, I shouldn't be here
Oh, I shouldn't be here