I've Been There

I think I might have hit the bottom
我覺得我已然觸底
My mind has fallen
我的思緒在消沉
I over think and then
我想太多然後
I hit them bottles
我將它們像瓶子般擊倒
I'm taking chance
我在碰運氣
My life's a lotto
我的生活就像樂透
And most of the time it hit but when it miss
大部分時候能一擊即中，但每當失手之時
It just pis* me off
它會讓我極度痛苦
I don't come above
我無法戰勝它
My head is circulating real fast and I can't cut the curve
我的頭腦在高速運轉著我無法令它停止
Why do I deserve this
為什麼我要遭受著這些
F*** my nerves
這令人煩惱的神經
I don't really want to feel a thing anymore
我真的不想感受到這些了
Cause I've been there before
因為我經歷過了
Looking in my head
看看我的腦袋
Hasn't stop from ages ago
它就沒停過
I can't turn it down
我關不上它
Broken radio
就像是壞掉的收音機
I'm feeling cold like it's snowing but no running nose
不是感冒，但我感受到下雪般的寒意
Cause I've been there before
因為我經歷過這些了
I thought I'm in control
我以為我控制住了自己
But the f*** do I know
但誰知道呢
I thought I'm in control
我以為我控制住了自己
But the f*** do I know
但誰知道呢
Maybe soon
也許很快
Maybe soon
也許很快
It's my time to go
我是時候離開了
What am I seeing
我看到了什麼
Umm pitch back
把它打回去
Try to stay in focus
嘗試專注
But I get distract
但我又走神了
Me going for the kill writing this track
我背水一搏寫下了這段旋律
And I know this s**t might suck
我知道這寫的也許很糟糕
But do you still have this back
但你們還是聽到了
And I do diss myself a lot
我經常自我批評
But it diss back
但又會自我反擊
And I do bite myself a lot but it bit back
我常常抵毀自己卻又回擊
And I knew I would sink a lot relationship
我早已知道自己會把關係弄糟
That I tell the others takeit easy
我常告訴別人要輕鬆對待
But I hypocrite that
但我撒謊了
Cause I've been there before
因為我經歷過這些了
Looking in my head
看看我的腦袋
Hasn't stop from ages ago
它就沒停過
I can't turn it down
我關不上它
Broken radio
就像是壞掉的收音機
I am feeling cold like it's snowing but no running nose
不是感冒，但我感受到下雪般的寒意
Cause I've been there before
因為我經歷過這些了
I thought I'm in control
我以為我控制住了自己
But the f*** do I know
但誰知道呢
I thought I'm in control
我以為我控制住了自己
But the f*** do I know
但誰知道呢
MAM maybe soon
也許很快
maybe soon
也許很快
It's my time to go
我是時候離開了

I might f*** it all up if I think too much
如果我想太多，我可能會崩潰
And if I'm thinking too much
如果我想太多
I know I'll f*** it all up
我知道我會把一切搞砸
YEAHH I'll be filling my cups right before I go nuts
我會在我瘋掉前將空瓶填滿
But the more I pour it in I know that it's a tub
但倒進去越來越多的時候才發現那是一個桶
I might f*** it all up if I think too much
如果我想太多，我可能會崩潰
And if I'm thinking too much I know I'll f*** it all up
如果我想太多我知道我會把一切搞砸
YEAHH I'll be filling my cups right before I go nuts
我會在我瘋掉前將空瓶填滿
But the more I pour it in I know that it's a tub
但倒進去越來越多的時候才發現那是一個桶
Cause I've been there before
因為我經歷過這些了
Looking in my head
看看我的腦袋
Hasn't stop from ages ago
它就沒停過
I can't turn it down
我關不上它
Broken radio
就像是壞掉的收音機
I am feeling cold like it's snowing but no running nose
不是感冒，但我感受到下雪般的寒意
Cause I've been there before
因為我經歷過這些了
I thought I'm in control
我以為我控制住了自己
But the f*** do I know
但誰知道呢
I thought I'm in control
我以為我控制住了自己
But the f***do I know
但誰知道呢
MAM maybe soon
也許很快
maybe soon
也許很快
It's my time to go
我是時候離開了