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I'm nearing the end of my fourth year
我就要結束我的大學生活了
I feel like I've been lacking, crying too many tears
我的心情一直很低落，淚水便也在不經意間落下了許多
Everyone seemed to say it was so great
每個人似乎都在告訴我我前程似錦
But did I miss out? Was it a huge mistake?
但是我是不是錯過了一些事兒？這是個重大的錯誤嗎
And I can't help the fact I like to be alone
我無法隱瞞我喜歡獨處的事實
It might sound kinda sad, but that's just what I seem to know
聽起來有點悲傷吧，但是這事兒我似乎知道的很清楚
I tend to handle things usually by myself
我傾向於先處理自己的事兒
And I can't ever seem to try and ask for help
我甚至從來沒有向別人尋求過幫助
I'm sitting here, crying in my prom dress
我穿著禮服，一個人坐在這哭泣
I'd be the prom queen if crying was a contest
如果有個哭泣大賽，我一定輕輕鬆松獲得冠軍
Make-up is running down, feelings are all around
我化的妝越來越淡，我們的感情也逐漸變得虛無
How did I get here? I need to know
我們是怎麼做到這種地步的？
I guess I maybe had a couple expectations
我想我心中仍存一絲希望
I Thought I'd get to them, but no, I didn't
我以為我能找到那僅存的希望，可是我失敗了
I guess I thought that prom was gonna be fun
我以為這場舞會會很有趣
But now I'm sitting on the floor and all I wanna do is run
但我現在卻坐在門外冰涼的台階上，我想逃離這裡

我的腦海裡只留下一個念頭---我想離開這
All I wanna do is run
我將收集來的面具一一掛在牆上

試圖掩蓋過去自己的情緒
I keep collections of masks upon my wall
影響別人是我最不願意做的事情
To try and stop myself from revealing it all
儘管我已經有突破，但我依然保持自己的立場
Affecting others is the last thing I would do
我討厭因為某個契機變成一個勇敢的人
I keep to myself though I want to break through
但現在都已經晚了
I hate to be someone with guts in situations
我花了很長的時間去適應
But it's been far too long now, they all have foundations
卻在還沒開始的時候，就失去了幾位朋友
I took too much time to try and settle in
我似乎依然對過去耿耿於懷
I lost a couple friends before I could begin
我希望我能改寫結局
I seem so stuck upon the past
我從未有這麼好的感覺
I wish it played out differentky
我痛苦地保持沉默
I've never been quite that good
我有著許許多多的小遺憾
I sit in silence miserably
我的腦海裡還有著許多有趣的點子
I hold so many small regrets
這些都是我自信的來源
And what-ifs down inside my head
但我的舉止卻常常被誤解
Some confidence, it couldn't hurt me
我穿著華麗的晚禮服，坐在冰涼的樓梯上哭泣
My demeanor is often misread
如果有一場哭泣大賽，毫無疑問，我就是冠軍
I'm sitting here, crying in my prom dress
我的妝容越來越淡，感情也逐漸變得縹緲
I'd be the prom queen if crying was a contest
我們是怎麼做到這種地步的？
Make-up is running down, feelings are all around
我的內心依然有一簇希望的火苗在飄動
How did I get here? I need to know
我想著我可以保存著這絲希望，可現實卻給予了我一擊
I guess I maybe had a couple expectations
我以為舞會會很有趣
I Thought I'd get to them, but no, I didn 't
但是現在我卻坐在冰涼的階梯上，滿腦子想著逃跑
I guess I thought that prom was gonna be fun
我只想逃跑
But now I'm sitting on the floor and all I wanna do is run
我只想迴避
All I wanna do is run
我只想逃跑
All I wanna do is run
我只想逃遁
All I wanna do is run
我只想逃避
All I wanna do is run
我只想離開
All I wanna do is run
我只想躲避
All I wanna do is run
我只想吹響退堂鼓
All I wanna do is run
我穿著華麗的晚禮服，坐在階梯上哭泣
All I wanna do is run
如果有一場哭泣大賽，我是當之無愧的第一名
I'm sitting here, crying in my prom dress
我的妝容越來越淡，我們的感情也逐漸虛無
I 'd be the prom queen if crying was a contest
我們是怎麼做到這種地步的？
Make-up is running down, feelings are all around
我的心中仍有一絲希望
How did I get here?I need to know
我想保存這絲希望，可我又失去了
I guess I maybe had a couple expectations
我從來不是那種人
I Thought I'd get to them , but no, I didn't
我的內心敏感又脆弱，很容易一蹶不振，這種情況愈發惡化
I guess I never really been that kind of person
我以為這場舞會會很有意思
I crumple easily, condition start to worsen
但現在的我卻穿著晚禮服在階梯上哭泣
I guess I thought that prom was gonna be fun
我想做的只有逃跑
But now I'm sitting on the floor and all I wanna do is run
All I wanna do is run