MODERATION

I took all my sick days
我一直在請病假
How'd I get in this place
是如何到這步的
Probably resting b*tch face lazy
或許是面癱女孩累了
Friday night I'm lifted
週五晚我很嗨
Cooking in the kitchen, no one ever listens baby
在廚房裡做飯不會有人聽的寶貝
Yeah, I'm alone with Satan
是啊我與魔鬼獨處著
Broke up with my boyfriend
跟我男朋友分手了
And I went off the deep end crazy
而我陷入瘋狂深淵
I'm still out in Brooklyn, wiping off my lipstick
我還在布魯克林口紅擦去
hooking up with misfits, jaded
跟怪人廝混著真的厭倦了
All this time, all this time
一直以來
I've been telling everyone I'm fine
我都在對大家說我沒事
Somewhere in between
卻是身處於
Ecstasy and suicide
狂喜與自毀之間
I'm just so bad at concentrating
我真的不善於集中註意
I think I need to be sedated
我想我需要鎮靜劑
I call them out on all their fake shit
我揭穿他們所有鬼話
They say I'm great in moderation
他們說我很擅長克制
Underneath the carpets sleeping with the roaches
在地毯之下與蟑螂共眠
Rotting on the inside glamour
內在魅力正在腐爛
Frightened by the weirdness wholesome
我媽媽要是聽到這歌詞會覺得噁心/ 會被這古怪的狀況嚇到
I know, I know
我知道的
That I should be less honest with myself
我該對自己少些坦誠的
Box up all the feelings, put 'em in a coffin
把所有情緒裝箱再放入棺材
or try to get some help
或是試著尋求幫助
I'm just so bad at concentrating
我真的不善於集中註意
I think I need to be sedated
我想我需要鎮靜劑
I call them out on all their fake shit
我揭穿他們所有鬼話
They say I'm great in moderation
他們說我很擅長克制
All this time, all this time
一直以來
I've been telling everyone I'm fine
我都在對大家說我沒事
Somewhere in between
卻是身處於
Ecstasy and suicide
狂喜與自毀之間
All this time, all this time
一直以來
I've been telling everyone I'm fine
我都在對大家說我沒事
Somewhere in between
卻是身處於
Ecstasy and suicide
狂喜與自毀之間
I'm just so bad at concentrating
我真的不善於集中註意
I think I need to be sedated
我想我需要鎮靜劑
I call them out on all their fake shit
我揭穿他們所有鬼話/ 他們說我很擅長克制