anxiety

On the surface, everything's just fine
表面上一切都彷彿還不錯
But nervous doesn't describe what's going on behind these eyes
但不安不足以形容這雙眼睛背後的一切
It's just too easy to fake a smile
強作歡顏實在是太容易了
But you got my heartbeat on repeat
但你讓我的心跳砰砰跳動不息
Going 'bout a hundred thousand miles
跳動著勝似越過了十萬里的距離
My mind's racing, but I can never out run you
我的思緒正馳騁著，不過我怎樣都超不過你
You 're two steps ahead while I'm tripping over my shoes
當我絆倒在我的腳下你在我前方兩步之遙
A-N-X-I-E-T-Y
心裡都是擔憂
No matter how hard I try, you will never leave
不管我怎樣努力嘗試，你永遠也不會離開
Yeah, yeah, I H-A-T-E Y-O-U
是啊，我忄艮亻爾
And all the stupid things you do
還有你做的所有愚蠢的事
I give in so easily
我那樣輕易就屈服投降了
You get the best of me
你戰勝了我
You get the best of me
你懂得我的弱點
I wish I could just let you go
我希望著我能放手讓你走
But the truth is, you are all I've ever known
但事實是，你是我知道的一切
You're an infection, a medicine just numbs my brain
你彷彿一針注射，一劑藥物麻木了我的頭腦
I'm doing anything and everything to feel normal again
我什麼事都做只為能再次感覺正常
What's normal again?
什麼又再次正常？
'Cause my mind's racing, but I can never out run you
我的思緒正馳騁著，不過我怎樣都逃不過對你的依戀
You're two steps ahead while I'm tripping over my shoes
當我絆倒在我的腳下你在我前方兩步之遙
My mind's racing, but I can never out run you
我的思緒正馳騁著，不過我怎樣都逃不過對你的依戀
Playing games with me that I will always lose, ooh
跟我玩著我永遠只會輸的遊戲
A-N-X-I-E-T-Y
我的心裡徒剩焦慮
No matter how hard I try, you will never leave
不管我怎樣努力嘗試，你永遠也不會離開
Hey, yeah, I H-A-T-E Y-O-U
是啊，我忄艮亻爾
And all the stupid things you do
還有你做的所有愚蠢的事
I give in so easily
我那樣輕易就屈服投降了
You get the best of me, no (You get, you get the best of me)
你戰勝了我(你懂得我的全部弱點)
You get the best of me, of me, of me
你已將我戰勝，戰勝
It's crazy, my thoughts start racing
這簡直瘋狂，我的思想開始奔流
And my mind's erasing everything I knew
我的頭腦清除著我知道的一切
It's just pills and therapy bills
只沉浸在藥丸和一次次診療方案之中
Just to keep me away from you
只為讓我離你遠遠的
And it works for a little while, ******** smiles
這管用了一小會，這些該死的微笑
But I'm just walking through the motions
但我只是試圖走出這些情緒
Either that, or losing track of my emotions
要么是那樣，要么就是忘卻我的情感
4 AM panic attacks, taking red eyes back home
凌晨4點驚恐襲來，乘著紅眼航班回家
I feel by myself, but with you, I'm never alone
我感覺自己孤獨一人，但在你身邊，我永不孤單
Damn
淦
A-N-X-I-E-T-Y
我的腦中只有不安
No matter how hard I try, you will never leave
不管我怎樣努力嘗試，你的回憶永遠也不會離開