Out Worn

So sweet when you wanna be
當你想要成為我的戀人時，你的笑容那麼甜蜜
But you don't really care about me
但你並不真的關心我
If you did you would let me breathe
如果你願意這樣做的話，你會讓我重新呼吸到甜蜜的氣息
But you don't even try
但你甚至連一個嘗試也不願意付出
Not the girl that you thought I'd be
我不是你想像中的那個女孩
My make up stains on your white tees
我的紅唇印也會染臟你的白色T卹
Bite my nails 'til my fingers bleed
我也會緊緊咬著我的指甲，直到它滲出鮮血
And I can't always hide
我不能總是隱藏那個真實的自己啊

為了你，我像一個傻瓜一樣
And I feel stupid now
僅僅為了留住你，讓你時常相伴
Keeping you around
我猜連你也不認識現在的我了吧
And you don't know me now
我想你還很困惑，不知道怎麼辦吧
I think you don't know how
你讓你的愛戀燃燒成了森林大火

而我只希望有人給我溫暖的感覺
You made your love like a forest fire
但一段時間後，你就會改變
I wanted someone to keep me warm
我厭倦了生活在你風暴的中心
You were the difference after a while
我也想要站在高處，被人欽佩
I'm sick of living in the eye of the storm
而你卻只能讓我疲憊不堪
I want the feeling of being admired
這不是我想要的愛啊
You only taught me to be out worn
我厭倦了生活在你的眼中
This ain't the love that I had desired
當你想要成為我的戀人時，你的笑容那麼甜蜜
I'm sick of living in your eyes
我差點認為你是真的關心我

但你卻總是在我將沉入水中時飄然離去
So sweet when you wanna be
讓我在謊言中溺死
I almost thought you cared 'bout me
你知道嗎，你讓我想起了我的爸爸
But you got off when you watched me sink
他總是交給我一堆無意義的事情
Drowning in a lie
你知道那幾乎讓我崩潰
And you remind me of my dad
這幾乎就像你在嘗試的那樣
He'd throw me straws that break my back
現在我只是感到疲憊
You know just how to make me mad
只是不想接受這一切
It's almost like you try
因為你已經不愛我了
And I'm just sick and tired
而且我認為你不知道如何挽回
Of feeling undesired
你讓你的愛戀燃燒成了森林大火
Cause you don't love me now
而我只希望有人給我溫暖的感覺
I think you don't know how
但一段時間後，你就會改變

我厭倦了生活在你風暴的中心
You made your love like a forest fire
我也想要站在高處，被人欽佩
I wanted someone to keep me warm
而你卻只能讓我疲憊不堪
You were the difference after a while
這不是我想要的愛啊
I'm sick of living in the eye of the storm
而我討厭活在你的世界裡
I want the feeling of being admired
You only taught me to be out worn
This ain't the love that I had desired
I'm sick of living in your eyes