Insecure

Im digging in your file babe
如飢似渴地窺探你的過往
（Im)hopin I was a slide of yea
妄想我也是其中部分
Do you need a guide
也許你需有所依傍
You look at the side yeah
那麼請將目光投向我
Im trying to flip you on the bed
我渴望與你
Trying to get you out of my head
同時希望將你忘卻
Trying to get you too to stay
想將你囚禁在我左右
Girl I just dont like to beg
親愛的我不習慣於祈求
I just rather be the man
更想在你腦海中
Show you that this wasnt a play
刻下專一執著的形象
My homie used to tell me to stop
朋友勸說我放棄
I dont wanna hear youve nothing to say
石沉大海非我所願
Remember when we used to kiss in the high school parking lot
在高中停車場接吻的畫面我記憶猶新
I know that you liked it, you plushed a lot
半推半就中看穿你的合乎心意
Swinging my name and Im hitting this spot
輕喊我的名字正中我下懷
You know I like that a lot but I
你也看出我的愛意
Hold it, down
儘管我隻字未發
Girl, dont play around
別朝三暮四了
You know what Ive been through
你了解我的過往
How about I go **** other girl with issues
假如我也去招蜂引蝶呢
Whenever tease you , you need tissue
那樣的話你會啜泣不已吧
I just wanna kiss you, I just wanna let you
剛才的話別當真因為我愛你
I dont wanna miss you like a loca ghost
失去你我會抱恨終身
Theyve been creeping in your life like a photocast
旁人似你人生的匆匆過客
Well I could be that girl
我可以成為與你相伴的唯一
Why you are insecure
為何忐忑不安
Why you are insecure
為何猶豫不決
Ive been dying to know yeah
請向我傾訴
All that nights talking the fuss
那些充斥憂慮的長夜
What happened to those
在床邊徘徊的
Some sort of ghost
鬼魂或是揮散不去的噩夢
Hanging around my bed
我將如何煎熬
All of things that you said
你只言片語
I cant get out of my head
縈繞在我耳畔
But maybe when I meant to be
因我即使如此也不願遺忘
Girl I aint crazy, I got to be free
若無法脫身我會瘋的
I bought you a ring, but I got to receive
表達心意後的回絕
Relationship fair to see
害怕脆弱的關係跌至谷底
You sent me what I wanna hear
回應在我意料之中
I thought you were gone but you reappeared
但重回我身邊卻是意料之外
This wasnt some that I need to hear
這是我不願得知的
You told me you love me but lately you found it right into a game
你逢場作戲巧言令色但旋即發覺這只是圈套
You made me a shame
置我於失望的境地
It felt us, thats stranger
我們之間的關係愈發微妙
You blacked my snapchat (for real?)
在快照上拉黑我
You knew that I had that
因為我有賬號
To put it a place to sour my face
有意讓我愁眉苦臉
Girl I wish you would pass that
親愛的別這樣做了
Funny thing to say that I wanted to give a word
我仍想對你表白
Wrote you a song and I wanted to tell you that she was my girl
想為你寫歌即使我都覺得自己可笑
The text retold it and they come around quickly
歌詞記敘了我們的曾經迅速浮現在腦海
I couldnt wait to affirm
急切地想確認
She tests it but she couldnt come over, no more
她是否因另有新歡
coz she had a new man, that wasnt part of the plan but
而置我不理這絕非我期望看到的
Girl why are you so insecure
為何這般忐忑不安
Why you got to go on playing those games
為何繼續刺痛彼此的遊戲
When they come altogether in the next day
當這些一併出現在眼前
You will be that **** with flame
你將如處火舌炙烤之下
But dont ya agree why you put that **** on me
苦思冥想你玩弄我的解釋
You was lookin for a victory
看上去求勝心切
I was looking for the kiss to read
期待換取你的慰藉
But you know, now that I know
幡然醒悟
Have it in me to let you guide who I am
成為你心儀的樣子
You wont succeed
最終你會一敗塗地
I just need somebody new
我想另尋他人
Show me that her love is true
麻痺自己相信她的真心
I let my feet in this world
大千世界裡的我遺失了根莖
Unless my fake is you
除非你是我命中註定
I keep all that blame on you
我把一切歸咎於你
If I wore that shoes I would do it too
若情況改變我的做法也可能這樣
coz people dont know what I have inside
我心中有一團火眾人只注意到煙
So know that Ill never be the part of you
於是我明白成為你人生的一部分永無可能
I can see that from myself
我已預見到結局
You once took it from my help
你曾向我索取
Love really has two sides
愛情利弊並存
For you and I need help
因你我身陷囹圄
I dont know why but I lied a lie
謊言來無緣由
People in love alike fireflies
溺於愛的人像光芒熹微的螢火蟲
Coz you dont see much in paradise
你認為天國也無法比擬
But I will insist
我堅信
I dont get pissed, I dont get sad
我不會為之流涕
I dont get even and I dont get mad
我不會為之惱怒
I just get everything in my music and I know
我將一切在歌中展露
What to last(I know what to last)
明白什麼將永恆
Girl why are you so insecure
親愛的你為何忐忑不安猶豫不決
You meet my love and Ive been there
我可以成為你託付未來的選擇
Dont speak all off unless youre assured
慎重地考慮吧
Girl tell me what these all deserve
請告訴我我真心的價值