tell me why (prod. fish那RC)

I look to you when I'm down
我心碎之時只能向你望去
And I hope you turn around and see
希望你會看到
That I'm not the way I sound
儘管耳聽為虛
And I'm not the way I seem
眼見亦為虛
But I'ma make you work like a Monday
但我可以讓你過得像週一一樣充實
And you can move it slow like a Sunday
也可以像週日一樣慵懶
Don't ask me if I'm okay
別問我怎麼樣
Are you flirtin'
你是在玩弄我嗎
Cuz I'm hurtin'
我在心碎
And lord, tell me why
主啊，告訴我為什麼吧
I'm still alive
既然我還活著
Just let me die
那就讓我死去吧
I'm on my own
我只能憑一己之力
Just getting by
過著caodan的日子了
I'm all alone
我很孤單
Ain't nothing right
所有事情都索然無味
And lord, tell me how
主啊，告訴我怎麼辦吧
I'm so damn uninviting
我是這麼討厭的啊
And you're so unenticing
也不再覺得你迷人了
Let me down
讓我失望
Every time
一次次地
You can leave me anytime
你可以隨時離開
I know I'm not that kinda guy
我深知我不是你想要的
That you need all in your life
我深知我不是你需要的
I'm not surprised
而我一點都不驚訝
It's all a lie
你滿口謊言
I can't help the way I act
我無法控制自己
I'm full of jealousy and hatred in my life
生活充滿了嫉妒和仇恨
Can't tell my wrongs from rights tonight
分不清對與錯
Can't tell the dark from light
分不清光與暗
'Cuz I sleep through the day
因為白天渾渾噩噩地睡
But I'm gone every night
只在晚上醒來
Every song that I write
每一首我寫下的歌
I did that, I live that
都飽含著我的情緒
And lord, tell me why
主啊，告訴我為什麼吧
I'm still alive
既然我還活著
Just let me die
那就讓我死去吧
I'm on my own
我只能憑一己之力
Just getting by
過著caodan的日子了
I'm all alone
我很孤單
Ain't nothing right
所有事情都索然無味
And lord, tell me how
主啊，告訴我怎麼辦吧
I'm so damnuninviting
我是這麼討厭的啊
And you're so unenticing
也不再覺得你迷人了
Let me down
讓我絕望
Every time
一次次地