Garden Walls

why do I promise Ill never turn back
when one step ahead steps right into the past
and im back to the start
where my heads taking over my heart, again
twisting and turning, im tangled and torn
too broke and too bent to be fixed anymore
half crazy for home like a castaway prisoner of war
its hard to believe
that you could love the hardest parts of me
and its hard to conceive
the way your love unravels me
its not that i dont want to give you my heart
its just hard
some mornings it hurts just to climb out of bed
when the ones that i love are there shaking their heads
and like a fly on a screen, im just buzzing between
my life and my dreams
its just hard to believe
that you could love the hardest parts of me
and its hard to conceive
the way your love unravels me
its not that i dont want to give you my heart
its just hard
so bring on the fire
that feeds this desire to feel unbreakable
cause its make me or break me
so please make me wake up to something more
cause its hard to believe
that you could live the hardest parts of me
and its hard to conceive
the way, the way your love unravels me
oh, its not that i dont want to give you my heart
its just hard
oh, its not that i dont want to give you my heart
its just hard.