fast life

Is it obvious Im not good with attention
I hid my face no I cant stand my own reflection
My inperfections make me offensive
My insecurites are not something to mess with
Cant hide it but Im helpless
Sometimes I just cant help it
I ruin friendships left and right
Oh me oh my Im selfless
Im always second guessing
I guess I never learn
I gave her second chances
Now I dont **** with her

All these panic attacks
And I dont ever relax
I dont know how to act when you be turning ur back
And lately I dont ever act right
Remember that night
You lost control
You couldnt keep up with the fast life

I dont blame you but I cant save you
This a fast life forget where I been last night
Im so sorry I left you lonely
I got a show I cant see you in the morning
And I keep my chin down when Im crowded in the room
Cause I dont wanna see anybody like you
And I never come through
Cause Im always in the mood like
Even if I pulled up
Treat me like a fool like
Im so done with the game
When I pull up a charade
Would you loved me the same if I asked you to stay
I got smoke in my lunges it get straight to my veins
Would you love me the same if I take all the blame

All these panic attacks
And I dont ever relax
I dont know how to act when u be turning ur back
And lately I dont ever act right
Remember that night
You lost control
You couldn't keep up with the fast life

All these panic attacks
And I dont ever relax
I dont know how to act when u be turning ur back
And lately I dont ever act right
Remember that night
You lost control
You couldnt keep up with the fast life