something you hate

I'm disassociating out of my mind
我竭力不讓自己瘋掉
Was it worth it when you left me behind
你拋下我的時侯想過這是否值得嗎
Looking back I knew I ran out of time
回首過往恍然意識到我已經沒時間了
You left me bleeding and I didn't know why
你獨留我一人心碎我甚至不知為何
I'm not perceptive I know I had to change
我並非毫無察覺我知道我必須有所改變
But thinking back now I'm a little to late
可再想想如今一切都為時已晚
I started drinking till I'm numb in the face
我不停地灌酒灌到我面目發麻
You used to love me now I'm something you hate
你曾時刻掛念著我如今卻已恨透了我
You been in and out my life
你總是在我的生活中若隱若現
I can see it in your eyes
這一切我都能從你的眼中看出
I was something till I wasn't and I wasn't that surprised
你曾是那麼在乎我直到我再也無法帶給你驚喜
I was looking back at us
我回憶著彼此的往事
Thinking I could finally breathe
當你拋棄我任我在一旁心碎的時候
When you left me I was breaking
我在想著我還能否呼吸
Now I'm trying not to scream
現在我盡力不再呼喊
I'm disassociating out of my mind
我竭力不讓自己瘋掉
Was it worth it when you left me behind
你拋下我的時侯想過這是否值得嗎
Looking back I knew I ran out of time
回首過往恍然意識到我已經沒時間了
You left me bleeding and I didn't know why
你獨留我一人心碎我甚至不知為何
I'm not perceptive I know I had to change
我並非毫無察覺我知道我必須有所改變
But thinking back now I'm a little to late
可再想想如今一切都為時已晚
I started drinking till I'm numb in the face
我不停地灌酒灌到我面目發麻
You used to love me now I'm something you hate
你曾時刻掛念著我如今卻已恨透了我