feelings are fatal

I'm happy for you
開心是因為你
I'm smiling for you
歡笑是因為你
I'd do anything for you for you
願意傾盡所有也只為你
It's always for you and never for me
從未真正想過自己
And I need it to stop so let me tell you please
現在決定放下了多希望你可以聽到我一直以來的心聲
I'm always sad and I'm always lonely
心裡藏著你的這段時間我只感到難過孤寂
But I can't tell you that I'm breaking slowly
但你卻不知道對一個人的愛總會逐漸消失殆盡啊
Closed doors,locked in ,no keys
一直以來緊閉心門
Keeping my feelings hidden there is no ease
千愁萬緒全都埋在心裡是多麼地難你又何曾了解
I need it to stop and I want to be able to open up but
真的堅持不下去了是想灑脫地敞開心扉
My feelings are fatal
但內心早已支離破碎
My feelings are fatal
不堪一擊了
How many times must I keep it inside
隱忍不言日復一日
I need to let go and I swear that I've tried
多次試過放手又總是自討苦吃
But opening up means trusting others
但向他人袒露又需要彼此的信任
And that's just too much I don't want to bother
那對我來說太複雜了還是不去麻煩別人作罷
So I keep it inside and bury it deep
好吧又只能一如既往地深藏心底
I know it's not healthy but you won't hear a peep
我當然清楚這樣沒有好處但對你而言你再也不用受到我的打擾了
Though I'm always sad and I'm always lonely
縱使我再傷心再寂寞
I could never tell you that I'm breaking slowly
你也永遠不用知曉
Closed doors,locked in,no keys
既然決定關了門上了鎖也不需要鑰匙去開了
Keeping my feelings hidden there is no ease
逃避了這麼久再難也習慣了
I need it to stop and I want to be able to open up but
不想繼續也不奢求誰去傾訴
My feelings are fatal
因為對你的這份感情
My feelings are fatal
真的讓我覺得好辛苦
My feelings are fatal
累得彷彿要窒息了