send help (prod. curtains)

Ive never felt so ****ed
Send help my love
Im going under
I wonder what you think of me
Tell me is it over

Wish I didnt love you so much
Ive been getting used to what it does
Trying to loosen my grip
Girl I know I wont get anywhere by holding on too tightly
Im trying not to lose my **** ing mind
Youre so confusing all the time
**** I dont wanna lose you Ill do anything
But dammit I think youre gone already

I wonder what you think of me
But god I know I shouldnt
I fall apart every time that you come when
Im standing still alone and ****ing stuck
I wish I didnt care about you so much
I miss the way we used to talk
Lately youve been gone
So far off from what I thought I would want
I love you so much
You can use me just know I love you and

Ive never felt so ****ed
Send help my love
Im going under
I wonder what you think of me
Tell me
Is it over
Is it over
Wish I didnt love you so much
Ive been getting used to what it does
Trying to loosen my grip
Girl I know I wont get anywhere by
Holding on too tightly
Im trying not to lose my ****ing mind
Youre so confusing all the time
****, I dont wanna lose you, Ill do anything
But damn it I thinknk youre gone already

I dont wanna waste my time with you
Spend a couple months and Im back into
This game that I hate and I know its for sure
Thatyoure gonna leave me broken when you walk out the door
And I wish I didnt fall so easily
Cause I feel you start to walk away from me
And I know I gotta get myself together now
Im feeling so small underneath this ground
Can you tell Im breaking with every word youre saying to me now
All my bones are shaking, trying my best somehow

Ive never felt so **** ed
Send help my love
Im going under
I wonder what you think of me
Tell me is it over
Is it over

Gonna keep loving you
Cause its the only thing I know how to do
Im useless
Im used up
Youre perfect Im in love
Holding onto pieces that would keep us connected
Pouring out my heart
I should have kept it protected
I dont wanna lose you after all that we went through
But if it has to be this way Ill never forget you
Oh, no, no, Ill never forget you
Oh, no, no, Ill never forget you