every day (prod. neekattack)

Every day without you seems
Like such a waste
And Im afraid that I'm not ever gonna be the same
And everyday Im so ashamed
To let them see what weve become and how it's killing me
Lately everybody asks where Ive been
Ive been doing my best to keep quiet
In my room missing you oh theyre lying
They dont care they just cant take the silence
Lately everybody asks where Ive been
Ive been doing my best to keep quiet
In my room missing you and I'm trying
So hard to restart but I'm finding that
Everyday without you seems
Like such a waste
And Im afraid that I'm not ever gonna be the same
Everyday Im so ashamed
To let them see what weve become and how its killing me
Sick of spending every second every day
Wishing that you'd come back or say something
Everybody always wants something from me
Except for you and its so confusing
Sick of spending every moment every night
Remembering when youd come over like it was just yesterday
But who am I kidding
I did it to myself and theres no forgetting
Everyday without you seems
Like such a waste
And Im afraid that Im not ever gonna be the same
Everyday Im so ashamed
To let them see what weve become and how its killing me