Ash And Ember

Am I seeing double, am I withdrawn
我在留後路麼，我在悄悄退縮麼？
Depositing lyrics into a love song
塗塗寫寫歌詞化成了情歌
Spider weaving webs for a catch that won't come
蜘蛛正在編織著空白的陷阱
Am I pulling roses from a dead bush
我在從荒野叢中摘玫瑰花麼？
A soldier running late for the ambush
匆匆忙忙士兵趕不上埋伏
Ready in the depth for a stone that's long gone
只能無助的尋找遺失的戰壕
Is it too late?
是太晚了麼？
It's never ending but nevertheless
戰爭怎會結束，卻又有平和的時期
I'm the first one to second my guess
我是會第一個支持我的猜測
And the fire in my heart came from ash and ember
我心中的火自灰燼與餘煙中燃起
And every I step I take, got the devil to repay
每一步，我都要惡魔來償還
I'll never make it out alive, but I won't surrender
我寧願拼命一搏，也不投降
Had to take it day by day, had to learn the hard way
日積跬步，汗如雨下
Like a phoenix rising up from ash and ember
如同鳳凰涅槃
Ash and ember
灰燼和余煙
Am I reaching out for something that I can't grab
我是在握著沙子麼？
Something infinitely splitting into two halves
看著它們無窮盡的分向兩方？
Is there something I forgot that I can't remember
是我忘記了什麼我記不住的東西麼？
Am I swimming in a river that was manmade
我是在人工鑄成的河流裡游泳麼？
Demolishing a road that was just paved
毀壞一條新建成的路
It's like trying to catch a junebug in late December
像在寒冬抓一隻六月蟲
Is it too late?
是太晚了麼？
It's never ending but nevertheless
徒勞無功，卻又忍不住努力嘗試
I'm the first one to second my guess
只有我會第一個支持我的猜測
And the fire in my heart came from ash and ember
我心中的火自灰燼與餘煙中燃起
And every I step I take, got the devil to repay
每一步，我都要惡魔來償還
I'll never make it out alive, but I won't surrender
我寧願拼命一搏，也不投降
Had to take it day by day, had to learn the hard way
日積跬步，汗如雨下
Like a phoenix rising up from ash and ember
如同鳳凰涅槃
Ash and ember
灰燼和余煙
Ash and ember
灰燼和余煙
Have I climbed the ladder to the last rung
我登上梯子的最後一根橫木了麼？
Am I simply gonna finish where I started from
我是要終結在開始的地方麼？
Is the future just the past that I'll never outrun
未來是就如同悲哀的過去麼？
And every I step I take, got the devil to repay
每一步，我都要惡魔來償還
I'll never make it out alive, but I won't surrender
我寧願拼命一搏，也不投降
Had to take it day by day, had to feel the heartbreak
日積跬步，汗如雨下
Like a phoenix I was born from ash and ember
如同鳳凰涅槃
Ash and ember
灰燼和余煙
Ash and ember
灰燼和余煙
Am I stealing something I could borrow
我是在小題大做麼？
Is yesterday just waiting for tomorrow
昨日是否在等待著將來？