Insecurities

Dear, dear diary where to start?
親愛的，這本日記該從何說起
I think I suffer from a troubled heart
我的心裡小鹿亂撞
Let me share my theories
讓我與你分享一下我的理論
They come in three parts
我把它分為三個部分
First of all, I doubt myself
首先呢，我自我懷疑
Second one is that I tend to dwell
第二呢，我胡思亂想
Third is up, lonely as hell
第三呢，我顧影自憐
What a mess
真是一團糟
I'm sorry it took me all this time
很抱歉花了我這麼長時間
To confess my mental crimes
坦白我的精神罪行
But I think I'm ready now
但我想我現在準備好了
So let me introduce you to my mind
那讓我把你介紹給我自己

填補我的不安全感
Meet my insecurities
數一下1，2，3
Let's count in, one, two, three
不聰明，也不像明星漂亮
Not smart, not pretty like a star
不是柔弱不堪，但也不是很堅強
Not weak, not tough
並不是盡善盡美
Not nearly good enough
我需要填補我的不安全感
Meet my insecurities
數一下1，2，3
Let's count in, one, two, three
我並不像洋娃娃一樣弱不禁風
Not small, not skinny like a doll
不算和藹，也談不上粗魯
Not sleak, not rough
並不是盡善盡美
Not nearly good enough
鏡子，鏡子，鏡子，牆上的鏡子

當我酩酊大醉，我痛苦不堪
Mirror, mirror, mirror, mirror on the wall
你看不見我的痛苦嗎？
I get anxious when I alcohol
或者你根本不在乎？
Can't you see my agony?
人云亦云的都是愛護自己
Or don't you care at all?
但缺乏信心豈不也是大錯特錯？
All they ever say is to love yourself
我知道，所有人都明白
But is it wrong to lack some confidence?
我們都明白
I know they can feel it too
很抱歉花了我這麼長時間
We all do
坦白我的精神罪行
I'm sorry it took me all this time
但我想我現在準備好了
To confess my mental crimes
那讓我把你介紹給我自己
But I think I'm ready now
填補我的不安全感
So let me introduce you to my mind
數一下1，2，3

不聰明，也不像明星漂亮
Meet my insecurities
不是柔弱不堪，但也不是很堅強
Let's count in, one, two, three
並不是盡善盡美
Not smart, not pretty like a star
我需要填補我的不安全感
Not weak, not tough
數一下1，2，3
Not nearly good enough
我並不像洋娃娃一樣弱不禁風
Meet my insecurities
不算和藹，也談不上粗魯
Let's count in, one, two, three
並不是盡善盡美
Not small, not skinny like a doll
不知道從何說起
Not sleak, not rough
自卑就好像在我的皮膚下面藏匿著
Not nearly good enough
看著一切如它所願

蠶食著我的自信心
Don't know where to start
但是我不會讓它如願的
It's like they're crawling down beneath under my skin
我需要填補我的不安全感
Seems like all they want
數一下1，2，3
Feed of my confidence again
不聰明，也不像明星漂亮
But I won't let them win
不是柔弱不堪，但也不是很堅強

並不是盡善盡美
Meet my insecurities
我需要填補我的不安全感
Let's count in, one, two, three
數一下1，2，3
Not smart, not pretty like a star
我並不像洋娃娃一樣弱不禁風
Not weak, not tough
不算和藹，也談不上粗魯
Not nearly good enough
並不是盡善盡美
Meet my insecurities
Let's count in, one, two, three
Not small, not skinny like a doll
Not sleak, not rough
Not nearly good enough