Saccharin

編曲: 陳睿凡
其實，我從來沒有想過要離開
You know, I never meant to walk away
我們分別也只是為了不再傷害
We walked away to cease the pain
我試圖握緊的一切，最終還是消散了
I tried to hold it, but it's just the same
我想，結局大概早已成為命運的安排
I guess this ending never changes
不知為何我開始追尋你的踪跡
Why do I start to run to follow your shadows
雖然我依舊不敢觸碰你的世界
When I never want to seize a moment of yours
一切情緒的壓抑只不過是徒勞
Tried to hide how I feel, but I never made it
為什麼在最後，你放棄了等待
So why can't you wait there for me?
我憎恨身不由己
I hate that I got caught
陷入遺憾的泥潭
In things that I regretted
你是我永遠不願忘懷的，苦澀中的那抹甜蜜
You're the saccharin I won't give away
我謊稱過得很好
I lied that I'd be OK
夜裡卻偷偷想你
I miss you in the shaded
抱著你送給我的娃娃，淚水模糊之處都是你
Sleeping with your dolly to see your face
我仍懷抱希望
Still I'm wishing
能在熟悉的雜貨店遇見你
That you're gonna show up at the grocery store
但我深深知道
Though I know
我再也沒有資格去打擾你
That your number's the last thing that I should've called
願你早日尋見
Waiting for somebody
比我更好的她
Better than what I'll be
願你在自己的時空裡幸福下去
So you'll find your happiness without me
我為每一次分別感到難過
I cried for every goodbye we waved
我知道，你也曾為此惋惜
And I can tell, you felt the same
我不願輕信你的每一次回絕
So I start to question all the noes you said
因為你的冷漠似乎毫無猶豫
Like you'll never hesitate
不知為何我開始追尋你的踪跡
Why do I start to run to follow your shadows
雖然我依舊不敢觸碰你的世界
When I never want to seize a moment of yours
一切哭泣的克制只不過是徒勞
Tried to hide all the tears, but I never made it
為什麼在最後，你放棄了等待
So why can't you wait there for me?
我憎恨身不由己
Ihate that I got caught
陷入遺憾的泥潭
In things that I regretted
你是我永遠不願忘懷的，苦澀中的那抹甜蜜
You're the saccharin I won't give away
我一直過得不好
F*ck I'm never OK
夜裡總偷偷想你
I miss you in the shaded
抱著你送給我的娃娃，淚水模糊之處都是你
Sleeping with your dolly to see your face
我仍懷抱希望
Still I'm wishing
能在熟悉的雜貨店遇見你
That you 're gonna show up at the grocery store
但我深深知道
Though I know
我再也沒有資格去打擾你
That your number's the last thing that I should've called
若你需要陪伴
But if you need somebody
我願在此等待
You know where to find me
因為我心裡總有一片屬於我們的天地
'Coz I hold a place here for you and me