big face (feat. Mike Kinsella of American Football)

Yeah…
I been goin' back and forth
Yeah…
I've been goin' back and forth, state to state
I've been stressing as of late, lot on my plate
Every day I wanna leave, I contemplate
But then I realize that I am here to stay (yeah)
Talking to myself is talking to a wall
Tryna catch myself from the skyfall
I don't need nobody around me at all
Need a big face watch for when I feel small
I been walking around
With my head down
'Cause home's so far away
Feel like I'm up in the clouds
And I can't make a sound
My thoughts lead me astray
Oh I don't feel so good today
These burdens on my mind, they weigh
I'm fighting battles I might lose
My own self worth I need to prove
I've been goin' back and forth, state to state
I've been stressing as of late, lot on my plate
Every day I wanna leave, I contemplate
But then I realize that I am here to stay (yeah)
Talking to myself is talking to a wall
Tryna catch myself from the skyfall
I don't need nobody around me at all
Need a big face watch for when I feel small
Can you really call it success with no damage?
She just wanna keep us together, she can't manage
My love is in remission but all of this money's cancer
Said that she was taking her time but took advantage
We been going back and forth, face to face
Tripping, I hallucinate, dissociate
Thought you would be right here to stay
I guess it's set in stone that our hearts would break (oh)
I've been goin' back and forth, state to state
I've been stressing as of late, lot on my plate
Every day I wanna leave, I contemplate
But then I realize that I am here to stay (yeah)
Talking to myself is talking to a wall
Tryna catch myself from the skyfall
I don' t need nobody around me at all
Need a big face watch for when I feel small