what's wrong with me

Whats wrong with me?
我究竟是怎麼了
Honestly
說實話
I really ****** it up
我真是個混蛋
The last couple of months
這幾個月以來
Maybe couple years
也許是這幾年來
Thinking of those tears
想起你流過的眼淚
That I made you cry
你一次次為我哭泣
And I dont know why
而我卻渾然不覺我們已落到這步田地