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Said I'd be home at eight
雖然說過我會八點到家
But I'm still out smoking cigarettes and drinking
但現在我卻還沉溺在香煙和酒水之中
And I told them I don't care about you
我也曾和別人說過我不在乎你的話
But you know that that's not true, do you
但你清楚那都不是真心話對吧
I guess I'm just in a bad place
我想我大概是處在了兩難的境地
I'm doing anything I can to hurt you
我的所作所為都只是在傷害著你
But it's not what it seems
雖然看起來並非如此
It's not what that means
似乎也不是由衷本意
I made it out but I'm broken within
我成功了卻落得心傷累累
Afraid that I'm not who you think I am
只怕我再也不是你眼中的樣子
I ****ed it up , let you down
我搞砸了這段感情讓你失望透頂
I'm sorry for what I did
我很抱歉自己曾做過的那些蠢事
I'm a mess , try my best
我已經是一團糟了哪怕竭盡所能去避免
You don't know what to believe
你不知道還可以相信我些什麼了
It's my fault, lost it all
都是我的錯錯失了所有你的信任你的愛
That's the scary part of me
這就是讓我最恐慌的地方
That I don't know me anymore
我再也認不出自己的模樣
I don't know me anymore
我一點都不了解我自己了
That I don't know me anymore
現在的我再也不似同曾經
That I don't know me anymore
一點都找不見與舊時何如
And it kills me now
如今最讓我悔恨萬分的
That I took it all for granted
莫過於曾將一切視作理所應當
For my own self worth
一味的自私自利
Just to ease the hurt that I feel inside
只是為了減輕內心的刺痛感
And I see myself
我看見自己終究成為了
In other people that I never wanted to become
我所憎惡至極的那類人
And I've come so far
我深深迷失在了歧途裡
And I've given scars that I'm not proud of
我造成了那些讓我無以自傲的創傷
I ****ed it up, let you down
我搞砸了這段感情讓你失望透頂
I'm sorry for what I did
我很抱歉自己曾做過的那些蠢事
I'm a mess, try my best
我已經是一團糟了哪怕竭盡所能去避免
You don't know what to believe
你不知道還可以相信我些什麼了
It's my fault, lost it all
都是我的錯錯失了所有你的信任你的愛
That's the scary part of me
這就是讓我最恐慌的地方
That I don't know me anymore
我再也認不出自己的模樣
That I don't know me anymore
我一點都不了解我自己了
I don't know me anymore
現在的我再也不似同曾經
That I don't know me anymore
一點都找不見與舊時何如
I made it out but I 'm broken within
我成功了卻落得心傷累累
Afraid that I'm not who you think I am
只怕我再也不是你眼中的樣子
I **** ed it up, let you down
我搞砸了這段感情讓你失望透頂
I'm sorry for what I did
我很抱歉自己曾做過的那些蠢事
I' m a mess, try my best
我已經是一團糟了哪怕竭盡所能去避免
You don't know what to believe
你不知道還可以相信我些什麼了
It's my fault, lost it all
都是我的錯錯失了所有你的信任你的愛
That's the scary part of me
這就是讓我最恐慌的地方
(That I don' t know me anymore)
我再也認不出自己的模樣
I ****ed it up, let you down
我搞砸了這段感情讓你失望透頂
I 'm sorry for what I did
我很抱歉自己曾做過的那些蠢事
I'm a mess, try my best
我已經是一團糟了哪怕竭盡所能去避免
You don't know what to believe
你不知道還可以相信我些什麼了
It's my fault, lost it all
都是我的錯錯失了所有你的信任你的愛
That's the scary part of me
這就是讓我最恐慌的地方
That I don't know me anymore
我一點都不了解我自己瞭如此陌生疏離可怖萬分