Curfew...

Talk as if I'm ready to die
說得像我準備好去死了一樣
But I'm really not ready to die
其實，我還沒準備好離開
I don 't mind
我完全不介意
You can tell me 'bout your day
你可以和我傾訴今天是如何度過的
If you wanna sit together
如果你只是想安靜地坐著
In silence for a number of hours
沉默地度過一段時光
That is OK
那也沒關係呀
That is fine by me
我會一直陪伴在你身邊
I was surprised you see
我很驚訝你看見了
When you asked if I wanted to chill
然後問我是否想冷靜下來
Because you used to say
你曾說過
You're really not a fan of awkward tension
你很討厭尷尬的緊張氣氛
And I can be quiet and self loathing
我可以保持安靜、保持自我厭惡
And have a constant need for attention
但仍然希望能引起他人的注意
Not to mention
更不必說
Confusing humor
我那令人困惑的幽默感
I might be rude about your music taste
我曾對你的音樂品味可能作出了不太禮貌的評價
So, I'm sorry in advance
所以...我提前說聲抱歉
But the industry moves quickly
這個圈子瞬息萬變
And I feel the need to keep up with names and faces
我需要記住所有人的名字和長相
So I find new sounds on a daily basis
我每天都會找到全新的製作聲音
It's not difficult to listen on a daily basis, but
發現到它們並不難，但
Still question my existence on a daily basis
我從未停止質疑自己的存在是否有意義
Tie my shoes up on a daily basis
每一天，我都係緊鞋帶出發
Write my thoughts down on a daily basis
每一天，我都用盡心思創作
Worry about life
每一天，我都為維繫生計勞神費力
And wonder how many days I have left on this daily basis
想知道自己到底還剩下多少時日
Sixteen years in so see all you're able to see
16年過去了，你完全可以看到一切
Sixteen years in because you' ll never be free
16年過去了，你從未擁有一刻自由
And I should really get to sleep
我想，也許我真的應該去睡覺了