Not Used To It

Typical story of an Oakland girl
一個奧克蘭姑娘的典型故事
Typical story heard around the world
世界各地都在存在的故事
Mama on her way, daddy up above
媽媽獨自生活，爸爸早已去世
After 14 I guess Im mini tough
14歲後我大概就很堅強了
Used to roll up on the block on the east side
曾混跡在東區
I crack enough 40s by the sea side
也曾在海邊嗑嗨
Lose a nigga every week to a drive by
生活的地方每週都有人被街頭槍殺
Whole bookshelf of stories behind these eyes
不為人知的故事還有很多
I, I dont mean, I dont mean for it to sound so damn common
但我，我不是故意讓這一切聽起來稀鬆尋常
I dont mean, I dont mean for it to sound like Im chosen
但我，我不是故意讓這一切聽起來稀鬆尋常
But when I say its hard to open up to you
但當我說很難對你打開心扉
Its hard to get close to you
很難接近你
I want it with everything in me
我真的有在盡力
To one day just say Im in love with you
知道某天我能告訴你我愛上你
But Im not used to it, Im not used to it, Im not
但我真的還不適應，真的不適應
Im not used to it, Im not used to it, hey
我不適應，真的不適應
Im not used to it, Im not used to it, Im not
我不適應，真的不適應
Im not used to it, Im not used to it (Im not used to it)
我不適應，真的不適應
One day, one day , one day
但終有這麼一天我會適應終有一天
One day, one day, one day
終有一天終有一天
All single mothers in my family
我家裡都是單親媽媽
Dont know if youre really understanding me
不知道你們能否懂我
Never seen a nigga be a real man
我從未見識過真男人
I never seen a nigga with a real plan
從未見過有什麼抱負規劃的男人
And I still never been to a wedding
而且我也沒參加過婚禮
And I just see my family stressing
我見到的只有背負壓力的家庭
All the sons who grow up with no daddies in every generation
家裡所有孩子從小就沒爸爸
Was all just raised on my granny but now
至今都是被我奶奶照養
I, I dont mean, I dont mean for it to sound so damn common
但我，我不是故意讓這一切聽起來稀鬆尋常
I dont mean, I dont mean for it to sound like Im chosen
但我，我不是故意讓這一切聽起來稀鬆尋常
But when I say its hard to just side with you
但當我說很難站在你那邊
Its hard to confide in you
很難相信你
I want it with everything in me
但我真的有在努力
To one day just say that I ride with you
知道某天我願與你馳騁
But Im not used to it, Im not use to it, Im not
但我還不適應，真的還不適應
Im not used to it, Im not used to it, hey
我還不適應
Im not used to it, Im not used to it, Im not
我還不適應
Im not used to it, Im not used to it (Im not used to it)
我還不適應
One day, one day, one day
但終有這麼一天
One day, one day, one day
終有一天
Sometimes I pop off cause its all that Im used to
有時我會突然離開因為這一切我早習慣的事
Sometimes I pop one cause I have to
有時候我離開是因為我不得不
Sometimes I run from all my problems
有時候我逃離一切問題
Sometimes I make sure that I solve em
但有時候我又一定要解決所有問題
I dont mean, I dont mean for it to sound so damn common
但我，我不是故意讓這一切聽起來稀鬆尋常
I dont mean, I dont mean for it to sound so damn common
但我，我不是故意讓這一切聽起來稀鬆尋常
But Im not used to it
我真的不適應
But Im not used to it, Im not used to it, I am not (baby, yeah)
我真的不適應不適應
Im not used to it, I'm not used to it, hey (Im not used to it)
我真的不適應
Im not used to it, Im not used to it, I am not (baby. Im sorry)
我真的不適應
Im not used to it, Im not used to it (Im not, Im not)
我真的不適應
Yeah, yeah, one day, one day, one day , one day
但總有一天
Yeah, yeah, hey, yeah cause Im not used to it
是的我還不適應