funeral service

Home is where they say the heart is
他們說家是心之所繫
Mines buried in the yard
我的已埋在墳場
Hells a place they say is for sinners
他們說地獄是罪人之地
Ill be the man in charge
而我將成為主掌
Theres no point to this life
此生沒有意義
You just live and you die
只是活著然後死去
Friends at your service with tears in they eyes
親友在你的葬禮淚眼婆娑
Theyll weigh you down
他們會將你葬入
Put you deep in the dirt
放在泥土的深處
In a week or a month
只消一周或一月
They forget bout your birth
他們也就忘了你的生平
So **** all that working
不就是走個流程
Minimum wage cos I know I deserve em
最少這些報應我知道我應受
Shouted to million, a palace in Spain
衝萬里之外一座西班牙宮殿叫喊
In two or three years over a hole in my brain
在兩三年之中我大腦變得空洞
****
呵
Im so far from normal
我已走火入魔
Im asking myself am I scared of my death
我自問可會懼怕我的死亡
I never can answer cos being alive is my only regret
我永遠回答不上因為出生於世是我唯一遺憾
So ******* depressed
所以真是沮喪
Im just suicidal
我只想自我了斷
I know that youd be this way too if you knew all that I know
我知道你也會這樣如果你了解我了解的全部
I know that Im nothing
我知道我什麼都不是
Just wasting away
只是日漸虧損
Often I think that today is the day
我常常覺得今天就是時候了
Often I hope that tomorrow dont come
我常常期望明天不要到來
Momma I know you aint proud of your son
媽媽我知道你不為你兒子自豪
I - turn to these drugs
求助於藥物
Cos I like how I feel when I dont
因為我喜歡雲裡霧裡的感覺
Thats just the way that I go
這就是我的路
Roll up a blunt then I smoke
捲起來然後煙霧瀰漫
Take my emotions andhide and then go - o
帶走情緒將其掩藏然後遠去
Never had nothing to lose
從來沒有什麼可失去
I dont got nothing to prove
我沒有什麼證明
I dont know nothing bout you
我對你一無所知
Im just alone in my tomb
我只是獨自在我墳裡
Working on tunes, smooth, new
專注於調子，安詳，新鮮
I will be lonely at such a young age
我將保持孤獨在如此年輕的時候
Only 19 but I feel 88
只有19我卻感覺88了
Pass me the blunt and Ill flow with the smoke
把那卷遞給我讓我騰雲駕霧
Up in the clouds with some blood on my coke
在雲端拿著帶血的可樂
Home is where they say the heart is
他們說家是心之所繫
Mines buried in the yard
我的已埋在墳場
Hells a place they say is for sinners
他們說地獄是罪人之地
Ill be the man in charge
而我將成為主掌