I'll Still Destroy You

It's so easy to set off
一觸即發的
The molecules and the caplets
是分子和膠囊
They all have something against me
它們協同瓦解了我
Nothing I do makes me feel different
令我掙扎徒勞
This one's like your sister's best friends in a bath calling you to join them
這一劑彷彿你姊妹的閨蜜呼喚你加入她們的鴛鴦浴
Can 't avoid them
迫切不及
This one's like your mother's arms
這一劑彷彿你母親的擁抱
When she was young and sunburned in the '80s
三十年前帶著曬斑的風華正茂
It lasts forever
久不能忘
The more level they have me
它們愈是將我推向更深的層級
The more I cannot stand me
我便愈發難以容忍自己
I have helpless friendship
我無可救藥的友情
And bad taste in liquids
對酒水糟糕的品味
This one's like the wilderness without the world
這一劑彷彿世界毀滅後的荒茫
I'm gonna miss those longs nights with the windows open
我會追索那些開徹空窗的長夜
I keep re-reading the same lines always up at 5 AM every morning
在每個清晨的五點反复閱讀同樣的斷章
Like a baby
如同認字的稚子
It's just the lights coming on
不過是天光被漸序點亮
It's just the lights coming on
不過是天光被漸序點亮
I have no positions
我斷無立場
No point of view or vision
遑及洞見與展望
I'm just trying to stay in touch with anything I'm still in touch with
我所剩餘的一切維繫我都在努力嘗試維繫
The sky's getting white
天空已經泛白
I can't find a lighter anywhere I'm going crazy
找不到火機的我近乎歇斯底里
But I'm not crazy
我沒有歇斯底里
Put your heels against the wall
靠著牆邊站好
I swear you got a little bit taller since I saw you
久不相見你又高出幾分
I'll still destroy you
但你終究不是我的對手
It's just the lights coming on
不過是天光被漸序點亮
It's just the lights coming on
不過是天光被漸序點亮